Out of Time

Broken

It was about a five minute walk to the mental department, and I hummed a tune on the way there. "What are you humming?" Nat asked me. "Just something that popped into my head." I told her. She nodded. "HEY NAT! CLINT! WAIT UP!" Agent Rebecca Everly shouted, running to catch up to us. "Who's this?" Becca asked. "Luna." Nat said. Rebecca studied me for a moment before she gasped. "What happened to you?" She asked. "I changed. It's no longer Luna, it's Trixie." I told her. Rebecca nodded. "You're confused aren't you?" I asked her. She nodded. "Very confused. I was only gone for like two hours, and I come back to this." She said. I quickly told her the plan. "Oh! Okay! I wanna help!" She shouted. "Okay you can help. But no more shouting." I told her. She nodded. "Got it." She said. "Good." I said.

The four of us, resumed our walk to the mental department. I got plenty of stares from my new look. "Ew! Tony, she's like 15!" Becca shouted at a man in his late 30's early 40's. "I know! She's still hot!" 'Tony' said. I looked at him weirdly. "Uh, thanks?" I asked. "Anytime babe." Tony said. I smirked at him. "When and where?" I asked. Nat, Clint, and Becca's eyes grew wide. "I like you. You've got sas." Tony said. "Thanks." I said. "STARK!" A voice yelled. "Got to go!" Tony said, before running away. I laughed. "Some brother." I told Becca. "He's a pain in the ASS!" She said. "I have one of those too." I told her, referring to Race. She laughed, and we continued our walk to the mental department. This time we made it there without any distractions. "Okay. Lets do this bitch." I said, pushing the double doors open. I was met with tons of agents training, and working on their powers.

"Again!" I heard a voice say. I looked over and saw Davey and his trainer working on his power. David concentrated on the willing victim who just so happened to be Les. Nothing happened. "Come on Walkin' Mouth! You can do better than that!" Spot shouted. I rolled my eyes and growled at him. "LUNA!" Les shouted. I forced a smile onto my face. "Hey kid." I said. He ran over to hug me. "What happened to you?" Les asked. "I changed." I told him bluntly. "Luna?" David asked, walking over to Les and I. I nodded. "Hey Davey." I said. He brought me into a hug. "I missed your sarcastic remarks." David said. I smiled. "I missed your useless facts." I told him. He laughed. "Hey babe." Spot said, coming over to us. I didn't say anything. "Hey Davey!" Jack shouted, running to his friend. "Who's this?" Jack asked. I held my hand over my heart. "I am offended! How could you not remember your best friend?" I asked him, jokingly. "LUNA?!" Blink, Alicia, Race, and Jack all shouted. I hadn't noticed the others entrance, but it seems they followed Jack. "Hey." I told them. I studied their faces. They all looked different. Blink no longer wore an eye-patch over his right eye. Alicia's hair had grown out into this beautiful light brown. Jack was no longer skin-and-bones. His hair was no longer greasy, but now a light brow-blonde. Race still looked the same, a smart-ass.

Les and Davey still looked the same, only bigger. Spot had gone through the most transformation. Like Jack, Spot's hair was no longer greasy, but now slicked back with hair gel. His blonde hair was now noticeable. His grey eyes, were now a light blue. He had grown about a foot since I last saw him, making him about 5ft. I still stood at 4'10. Spot's accent hadn't gone away, while the rest of us, lost ours. He was more built than he was when I last saw him. "You changed." I told Spot. "So have you." He said, eyeing me up and down. I shifted, uncomfortably. "Uh lets go somewhere else." I said looking at our friends. "You can say it in front of them babe." Spot said, walking over to me. Before I knew what was going on, Spot was kissing me. My eyes grew wide, and I pushed him away. "NO!" I shouted, red sparks coming out of my hands. Everybody looked at me wide-eyed. "Les come here." David said, waving Les away from my said. "What the hell Luna?" Spot asked. "It's not Luna. It's Trixie." I told them. They all looked at me confused. I ignored them, and looked at Nat. She nodded. "You can't call me babe then walk up to me and kiss me! Are you crazy?" I asked him. He looked at me confused.

"I'm your fiancee though." Spot said, looking shocked. "THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD ACT LIKE ONE!" I shouted. "I've spent months, wondering if you all still cared about me. You never came to talk to me, or laugh with me. Alicia was the only one who actually talked to me, but that was only once! I've spent months crying over OUR children. They grew up like we did, parent-less! We said we wouldn't do that to them! Brayden had to fight in a war, leaving behind his wife and TWO children. They grew up father-less. Cat went half her life without her brother, cause he died trying to protect his family. I walk around the ship after training, and hear you flirting with other girls! I've tried to block out the voices in my head, telling me things that I already know. They've temped me to kill my self. This isn't just about Spot, this is about all of you. You all are never there for me anymore. Do you care? Do you love me? If I died, would you all even care? Tell me honestly, do you all still love me?" I asked them. They all looked confused at my sudden out burst. "The last time this happened, you ran away. You gonna do that again?" Race asked. I looked at him shocked. "What the hell is wrong with you all? I just told you I've thought about killing myself, and all you're worried about is me running away? Well in case you haven't noticed, we're on a giant invisible ship, floating in the air, there isn't anywhere for me to run too!" I shouted throwing my hands up in the air.

I heard a chuckle from behind me. I turned around, and saw the faces of Mush, Snipe, and Boots. "You all can shut it." I said. They stopped laughing. "I think she's finally lost it." David whispered to Jack. "I heard that David Daniel Jacobs! I haven't lost it! If you all cared about me, you all would know that everybody is still alive!" I shouted. "Yep she's lost it. I knew we called her Loony for a reason." Blink said. "Unless you don't want to wear an eye-patch again, I suggest you shut the hell up." I told him. "Just go back to your part of the ship." Race said. I looked at him hurt. I quickly brushed it off. "I thought you of all people would still care. You're my TWIN BROTHER for Christ's sake!" I shouted. Anthony looked at me. "People change Hope." He said. I felt tears brimming my eyes. "So I died for nothing huh? I died trying to protect everyone I cared about, only to have them turn on me." I said. "Hey babe, what's all the yelling?" A voice asked, walking into the room. My head snapped over to a slutty looking blonde, strutting into the room. "Uh, now's not the time Alyssa." Spot said. "OH! THIS IS JUST PERFECT! SEAN FOUND HIMSELF A GIRLFRIEND!" I shouted. "Uh, who are you?" Alyssa asked in a snobby tone. "Apparently nobody." I said. I turned to Sean. He no longer deserved the title of 'Spot'. None of them deserved their old names.

"Oh so while I was away training my ass off, you were out screwing another girl?" I asked Sean. He looked down. "Unbelievable." I said. I looked at my friends. "Wow. You all really did change. I never thought I'd see the day, that my best friends turned out to be my worst enemy's." I said. By now, the tears were flowing down my face. "And you!" I said turning to Sean. "I thought you loved me. You spent a year of your life with me! I gave you children. I gave you a chance. I forgave you after everything you did to me. You left me when our children died. You slapped me when you found out my past. I took you back three times. I accepted your proposal. I said we'd be together till the end of time. You died protecting me. I died because I loved you. And you go an turn on me. You can have your stupid ring back." I said slipping the ring off my ring finger, and throwing it to the ground. "It was nice knowing you, David, Alicia, Ryan, Francis, Lester, Anthony, and Sean. Have a nice life without me!" I shouted, walking out of the room. I lost it. I broke down into tears. I was broken. They had finally broke me. I never thought it could be possible. The people that I trusted with my life had turned on me, and broken me. I saw Nat, Clint, and Becca coming out of the mental department with sad looks on their faces. "Sorry kid." Clint said, before he walked away. Nat looked at me. "Take tomorrow off." She said, before following Clint. Becca didn't say anything, she just sent me a glance that said 'I'm sorry you just got your heart broken'. I head soft footsteps making their way toward me. I looked up and saw the little face of Les. "I still care." he said, before walking away. I was now broken, and this time, nobody could fix me.