Second Chance Mate

First Time

Ebony

I'm restless. God I am so restless. It's been two years since I've slept in a real bed and all I can do is toss and turn. Levena is just as restless, she's whimpering and won't stop. Every now and then the tingling will come back. I think he's coming by my door, but he won't open it. I'll tingle for a few more seconds and then it fades away, just like his footsteps. I'm in a war with my body and my mind. Every part of me wants to storm down the hall and bust open his door and have my way with him, but the sensible part of me knows that I can't do that. He's just as broken as I am, if not probably even more so. At least his mate loved him, he knew for a fact she wanted him. Mine just rejected me. I never got the chance to love someone the way he got to love her.

I hear footsteps coming down the hallway and the tingling in my fingers returns. My wolf howls as he makes it to my door. That's it. Fed up with this stupid game of his, I jump out of my bed and race to the door. I swing it open and there he stands, his fists are clenched at his sides and his head is hanging low. My body is no longer tingling but completely on fire from the close proximity of him. I'm shaking, my god my knees are shaking so bad I'm going to fall over. His smell is intoxicating. I don't even remember my old mate smelling as delicious as Felix does now. Levena whimpers within me. Do something. She says through clenched teeth.

I whimper under my breath, his head snaps up and before I know it he lunges forward and we hit the floor. His body is all over mine, his lips are hot and wet against mine, and everywhere he touches fire trails behind. Levena is doing somersaults and is howling with joy. His left hand creeps its way up my body grabbing a fist full of my hair as he hungrily invades my mouth. He stops for a moment, long enough to pick me up with ease and carry me to my bed, shutting the door behind him with his foot. My back hits the soft cold sheets, a stark contrast from my blazing skin. His lips crash down on mine again and a deep throaty moan rumbles from his chest as he puts his entire weight down onto my body. I moan slightly when his weight hits me in just the right spot. I open my legs further and the connection is undeniable. His back tenses beneath my fingertips and I can feel him fighting with himself. He shifts away from me slightly, ending his sweet hot kisses. He's not getting away from me this time. I grab him by his shirt and bring his face closer to mine. "Don't even think about it. Just do it. Please" I beg him. He groans with defeat and crashes his lips onto mine once more, shifting his hips so he's resting deliciously between my legs. His hands scratch down my body, he rips my shirt off and all I'm left in are my panties. He pauses his movements, backing away just enough to where he can see my chest. He moans and grabs a handful while bringing his mouth down onto my right breast. His tongue flicks my nipple and his teeth graze it gently. Oh god. That feels so good. He repeats his actions to my left one. His tongue circling round and round, his teeth pulling and stretching my nipple. Heat floods between my legs and I am dripping. My panties are shredded and hitting the floor in no time. I hear the unzipping of his jeans and the quiet thud as they too hit the floor. In one swift movement, before I could even object, he thrusts inside of me. I whimper in pain, but also in pleasure. His body goes rigid. "I thought..oh my god you're still a virgin." His head hangs low and he's just about to pull out of me when I nudge him back in with my legs. He moans at the feel. "Please" I manage to whisper, he nods his head defeated and says, "I'll be gentle I promise". He exits me and slowly thrusts himself back in. This time the pain is subtle but an intense burning fills me with every thrust. Every part of me is coming undone. This feeling, gosh this feeling is so good. I'm grasping the bed sheets, I'm grasping him. His soft sweet moans take me close to the edge as he rocks ever so gently inside of me. His thrusts are slow and deep, so methodical. I wrap my legs around him and nudge him into me further. "Harder Felix", his hands ball into fists by my head as he grasps the sheets and thrusts into me harder. I cry out in pleasure as his pace builds. His body is trembling as he pants out between clenched teeth, "You're so tight..you feel so damn good.." he moans again "I can't get enough". My stomach ignites as a thousand butterflies fill me. He quickens his pace and everything in me explodes. Levena howls and so does his wolf as we both explode around each other. He collapses on top of me, his heart pounding and his body slick with sweat. He eases out of me and rests his head on my chest. I bring my fingers up hesitantly and run my fingers through his wet hair.

This is how it should be. My heart is pounding with joy, and I'm so happy and satisfied right now I'm not sure what to do. I just want to hold him close, or have him hold me close. I want to know everything is alright. I love this feeling, having him in my arms like this. I sigh, the noise breaking the silence that hangs in the air. His body goes rigid, he pushes off of me and stands up by my bed. He's grabbing his clothes and running for the door, "I'm sorry Ebony. God, I'm so sorry." "Felix what are you talking about?" I ask sitting up, "This shouldn't have happened", before I can even process what he's saying he's out the door and running down the hallway. Levena my wolf listens in, he doesn't stop at his door but instead keeps on running. I look out my window and see him running fiercely through the back yard, shifting into his wolf as he nears the edge of the woods.

A heart broken howl pierces the night, and my heart for the second time, cracks. What the fuck. Levena growls within me. He bangs us and then fucking ditches. Are you kidding me? she's pacing now. I smile through the tears, What the hell are you smiling for right now? You should be pissed. "I'm heartbroken and confused, don't get me wrong. I'm just glad I have you back". She agrees and stops her pacing. I'm serious Ebony. After tonight everything is going to be different. Now that he's had us he's not going to be able to stay away. Make him jealous. "It's not that simple Levena. He's still grieving over his lost mate." Yeah. Lost. He's ours now. This was meant to happen. Get him to realize this. "I can't be rejected again. My heart can't take it. He's different Eb. I can feel it. So can you.