{time skip a month} (song for this chapter- "casual sex" by my darkest days)
Carson's p.o.v: Cameron is awake now and is doing better, he can't talk much but he was glad to see us when we visited, he won't be home for awhile but he's alive and awake that's all that matters. Matt hasn't spoken a word to me since we broke up and all he does is glare at me, smolder and I are friends and he's starting staying in my room because the couch isn't comfy and I don't mind having someone else in the bed. We don't cuddle or really even touch but it's nice just knowing someone is there. I'm currently laying here looking at him while he's asleep, he's facing me and is mumbling about Cheetos. It's pretty funny actually, I take a snapchat and send it to the guys and then get up and go to shower; I turn the water on and strip down and get in washing. I see jack's shampoo and body wash and smell it; holy shit no wonder he always smells so good, I put it back and I'm pulling my hair up so my conditioner will set when the bathroom door opens. "Jack?" I ask. "Oh sorry. I needed to pee" he says staying where the toilet is away from the shower. "Uh it's okay you can" I say washing my body. He pees and goes out saying thank you before closing the door, wow he's a gentleman he didn't try to look in or anything. I get out and dry off and dress in some sweats and a tshirt. It's just me and jack for the next two days because baby face aka Johnson is visiting his mom who is sick and the rest of the guys are at some thing. I come out and jack's laying on the bed in his boxers playing on his phone, I go over to my side and sit and eventually lay. "Can I ask you something?" He asks turning to face me. "Uh sure" I say putting my phone down. "Would you be interested in a deal?" He asks. "What kind of deal?" "A no strings attached, sexual relationship deal" I'm shocked but flattered, I mean he's hot no strings attached hell yeah. "Sure" I say. "Really?" He asks surprised. "Yeah. I don't want a relationship but I do want sex and your hot and I trust you and just yeah sure" I shrug. He smirks and then smashed his lips onto mine crawling ontop of me, I kiss back and he slides his hands up the sides of my shirt holding them, I bring my hands up to his hair and tug on it gently biting his lip. "A rough girl, I like it" he says before kissing me again and then down my neck causing me to let out a small moan. I feel him smirk and he pulls my shirt off and then kisses down my chest to my belly button and makes a hickey right above it. I wiggle underneath him and he slides my sweat pants off, he kisses me again and pulls away slightly only to mumble "condom?" I blindly reach into my nightstand and grab what feels to be the only one and place it into his hand. He pushes his boxers down still kissing me and puts it on, I feel him rip my underwear and then don't know what he does with them after that. He pulls away positioning himself and runs his hands on my thighs before slowly entering me, I grip the sheets tightly and then he starts to slowly thrust in and out of me. I moan and scratch down his back before he pins my arms down and starts going faster and harder, it was a dramatic change but a good one. "Oh god!" I shout in pleasure. He grunts sexily in response and leans down kissing and sucking and nibbling on my neck as he thrusts, I'm moaning and clenching my fists under his grip not sure how much longer I can last. Usually it takes me forever to orgasm if at all but he's so good it's approaching quickly, he's going at a pretty good pace going deeper each time and I feel my body heat up and stiffen before orgasming and moaning his name loudly. I wiggle and writhe under his grip as I ride out this glorious orgasm and he continues for only a few thrusts before growling the most sexiest growl I have ever heard cumming and then rests his head in the crook of my neck breathing heavily. "Holy sheep shit batman" he mumbles into my neck. I smile because he learned that phrase from me and makes fun of it, he releases my wrists and lays his arms over mine running his hands up my arms and intertwining his hands with mine. "That was amazing" I say starting to regain my sense of awareness. He nods into my neck and then kisses it making a trail up to my lips and then kisses me before pulling out and sitting up pushing his hair back, I kiss back and then set up as well watching him throw away the condom and then pull his boxers back on. I put a new pair of underwear on and some sweat pants and a tshirt and socks and change the sheets on my bed because these are soaked with sweat, he helps me after pulling a shirt on, I lay down and he lays on top of me. "What are you doing?" I giggle. "I'm so tired now like that took everything out of me but it was amazing" he says raising his head to look at me. "It did me too, that was the greatest sex I have ever had" I admit, He smirks before kissing my cheek and laying his head back on me and dozing off shortly after. This is gonna be fun.
