Carson's p.o.v:
I miss him, I miss him so much. He always looks so sad and I honestly think I'm getting depressed as well. I'm currently sitting on the bed in my room with jack kissing my neck and trying to get me to have sex but I don't want to. "Stop it" I say pushing him away and standing. "What's wrong?" He asks. "I just don't want to have sex" I say. "Why? We've not done anything in over a month" he says sounding agitated. "Because I just don't fucking want to!" He clenches his jaw and looks at me. "It's because you still love Matt isn't it? I see the way you look at him" he says. "Yes. I still love him more than anything, you should have seen his face the day he saw you asleep holding me on the couch. My heart broke. I just can't do this anymore, I'm honestly just as depressed as he is" I explain. He sighs and walks out not saying a word. I sit back down on the bed and cover up and look through the pictures of me and Matt on my phone for awhile, I smile at them and debate on going to talk to him but decide to not do it tonight.
{3 hours later}
I wake up and it's dark in my room but someone is sitting on my dresser; I immediately stiffen from fright. "I'm sorry" I hear Matts voice say as he hops off the dresser and starts to walk past my bed to the door. I grab his arm gently and he looks towards me, it's dark so all I see is his outline. "Stay" I say. "You want me?" He asks. "Yes" he crawls into my bed and lays on his side pulling me to where my front is flush against his. I feel his hand on the small of my back and his face is so close to mine I feel his lips move on mine as he whispers "I miss you" "I miss you too" I reply. I feel his lips curl up into a smile before kissing me, I immediately kiss back and run my hands up his chest and rest them on the sides of his neck. He runs one hand up the inside of my shirt and gently rubs my side, I shutter under his touch and he rolls so he's on top of me and he very impressively pulls my shirt off and then pulls his own over his head slinging somewhere in the dark room. He kisses me again and then makes his way to my neck and kisses it very sexy and sloppily making me wetter every second, he trails his lips back to mine and kisses me again as I buck my hips up into his and he grabs the waist band of my shorts. He pulls away and slides them off me and then my underwear, I lean up and kiss and gently bite his jawline as he is undoing his jeans, I feel them be thrown away some where and then his boxers slide off. "I love you" he whispers into my ear before slowly pushing into me. I stifle a small moan and grip the blanket, he kisses my neck while holding my hips starting to thrust faster. I have my hands entangled in his hair and tug slightly as i moan, he moves his mouth back to mine and kisses me sliding his tongue into my mouth. He pulls away and throws his head back moaning and then growls "fuck baby" I'm so close that when he thrusts into my g spot I can't help but to shout "oh god Matt!" As I cum. The sounds of me must have sent him over the edge because he cums right after me groaning and throwing his head back in the sexiest way ever. He's breathing so heavily that even in the darkness I can see his chest rising and lowering rapidly, he leans down placing his sweaty forehead against mine and kissing me gently. "Please be mine again, I know I screwed up that day but I can't go on without you. I love you so much and it's killing me not being with you" he says with his voice cracking towards the end. "I'm yours" is all I say before kissing him gently again. He smiles against my lips and pulls out of me, we clean ourselves up and lay down and he pulls me into his arms tightly as if he's afraid I'll leave him and holds my hand. "Goodnight love" he says. "Goodnight" I say and fall asleep shortly smiling.
{next morning}
I wake up still wrapped in Matt's arms with him still sleeping peacefully, I kinda of thought last night was a dream but I'm glad it wasn't because it means I have the love of my life back. I smile at the memory and lay there in his embrace waiting for him to wake up. After a few minutes he stretches his legs out and unwraps one arm from me stretching it out and then rubs his eyes before looking at me and smiling. I smile back and he just looks at me with the most dreamy look in his eyes, I blush and he brings his hand up to my face gently rubbing his thumb across my cheek. "I can't believe your mine" he says still smiling. He honestly makes me melt every time he's ever said anything like that to me I just turn to putty and fall in love with him all over again. He kisses my lips then my cheeks and my forehead and trails the kiss from my forehead all the way down the the tip of my nose. "I love you" he says. "I love you too" I smile.
We finally get up and get showered and dressed and I'm brushing my hair out when my bedroom door opens and Hayes comes in. "Hey Carson, can I ask you something?" He asks. "You just did but yes you can" I say sitting the brush down. "Are you and Matt back together? He's downstairs whistling "if your happy and you know it" and just keeps grinning like a doofus. He's not like that unless he's with you" he explains. "Yeah we are" I smile looking down. "Good, you guys are happy together. Happy you two means happy everyone else" he says. I nod and he opens my door again "that's all I needed" he says before heading downstairs. I smile and brush my teeth and then head downstairs to surprisingly see Cameron sitting at the table and jack no where in sight. "Cameron?!" I shout and run to hug him. He laughs and hugs back "miss me?" He asks as I pull away. "We all did, why was I not notified he was coming home today?" I ask going to get orange juice that Matt has already poured and hands to me smiling. "Because when we found out you and him were busy making up" Taylor says in his big brother voice pointing at me and Matt. Matt smiles and hugs me from behind setting his chin on my shoulder. "You look gorgeous as always" he says to me. "Thank you" I blush. "Your welcome my love" he says kissing my cheek and then getting himself breakfast. Today's gonna be good. I've got my boyfriend back, Cameron's home and there's not a wheelchair in sight which means he did heal properly and his surgeries were successful and everyone's happy for once.
