Kirito x Reader ~ If Only

Chapter 10

(A/N)- ok so this isn't my sisters writing but my own, all the better. Everybody seems to be making me miserable. My mum changed heaps after the divorce my sister is always hurting me mainly physically but not like a light punch but like a full on whack every time I talk to her. And I got into a horrible fight with my boyfriend. Tomorrows or well since I'm posting it today it's his birthday. We had our Maths yearlys and next is English. I feel so horrible. Everybody hating on me. My boyfriend does NOTHING for me. NOTHING. You know how u notice every small thing they do for you, well there is nothing he does. We r in different classes for everything. Argh why do I have to be the smart one. I guess guys like him don't deserve me. Sorry bout my ranting I'll update more. Ahhh wait a sec I have to go read my story again bc I Forgot it. Yet I'm able to remember up to 101 of the periodic table of by heart. Geez I'm such a nerd. Oh goodness. Hah I just realised last time I wrote a chapter was when I had my half yearlys maths exam and I just finished this morning my yearly maths exam. I guess maths exams boast my confidence to write. I should stop stalling and start write.

(Y/N) POV

I drop my arms to my side and watch disdainfully as Asuna flew at lighting speed and slashed all their Hp into the red zone. I glanced at Kirito and he was watching with a smile. I pursed my lips together and tried to stop my tears falling. I ran and ran AGAIN. I didn't want to anywhere near him.

I teleported to floor 1 and came face to face with the beautiful town of the beginnings. Not realising my face looked scary a small child pointed towards me and said.

"See mommy I wanna be just like (y/n), she is so strong"

My face turned confused and I walked up to the child and smiled. The kid gasped and hid behind his mother.

"Sorry he is very shy, Jaden isn't this what you've been waiting for a chance to meet her." His mother spoke.

I opened my inventory and pulled out a dagger I had won on floor 14. It would cause serious damage to whoever was cut. I also took out its sheath and walked around Jaden's mother.

I stretched out my hand and said he could have it. The boys face lit up and he was delighted and hug me. I laughed and then something in my mind made my heart skip a beat.

"Onee-San, Arigatou!" The boy thanked.

His mother invited me inside her house for a meal. I accepted and gracefully walked inside. My mind suddenly thought of Kirito. Jaden had his same black hair and black eyes. Though clearly I didn't want to be thinking about him at the moment.

We chatted and discussed my time on the front lines. Until Jaden came across the topic of Kirito.

"I wanna be just like you. I wanna fight in the front lines and get married to a girl as pretty as you (y/n)"

"Jaden, please got to your room and- " his mother was cut off.

"No, no ,no we aren't married" I frantically said.

I suddenly got a message from Kirito.

(Y/N) why are you on floor 1? I'm coming to get you ok.

I typed back

No plz leave me I'll be fine

I got a message from him soon enough

Ok but don't be too late

Argh he isn't the boss of me in should be able to do whatever the hell I wanted to do. I shouldn't have someone who will care for me and then backstab me and look at another girl. Imagine what he would be doing with her at this moment.

I didn't realise that I had a concerned Jaden and his mother staring at me while I had a frustrated look on my face. I apologised and thanked them for their hospitality. I rubbed my swollen eyes then ur friended Kirito so he couldn't track me.

I walked to a hotel payed them and fell asleep with all my armour and weapons still equipped on me. I couldn't take it anymore.

I woke up and stretched. I walked out and decided to go exploring and just wonder for a bit. I walked to a place where there was just grass and sun. The sun shone so brightly. I missed my old life. I missed my old world no matter how horrible. I sat in front of a tree and cried. I just wanted all my emotions out.

I rubbed my eyes not realising I had been knocked out from crying. I slapped myself awake thinking someone could have attacked me. I looked up and my vision cleared out.

I see Jaden holding my dagger with his Hp depleting completely. I ran to him but his Hp bar vanished and he disappeared into thin air. The tears that I thought could fall anymore came pouring out. I wailed and just screamed. I picked up my dagger and didn't want it all to end. I laid down in the grass and buried my face into the grass and squeezed my eyes shut. I didn't want to think.

I sat up to breathe and tired to sat up but fainted.

(A/N)- That's all folks. Who says that anymore. Well yeah, I hate fainting worst feelings. If SAO happened in real life imagine having your period. Oh god you would just bleed and bleed till you were admitted to hospital. And that would put heaps of stress on your body. OMG would not have periods in the game I hope not. That would be amazing.