You're amazing, Phil

14

Phil's pov

I ran out of the house, hoping no one had followed me. I walked, I didn't know where I was going, I just walked. I dug my hands into the pockets of Dan's jacket and my hand hit something. My heart sunk when I pulled up a box of disposable razors. Not any razors. My razors.

He must of stole them when I was fixing my hair. As I got to a bridge I through the box of razors into the dark water. I wish I could have the same fate as that box. But I couldn't, there where too many people that would save me.

"I shouldn't have saved you that night." Dan's cruel words rang throughout my ears. A tear rolled down my face.

I told you he was just sorry for you, but you didn't listen.

I told you he would leave you but you didn't listen.

I told you to not open up to him but you didn't listen.

Thoughts shouted over Dan's words.

"I know I know" I whimpered quietly. "I'm sorry."

Give in.

You will feel better once you end it.

Maybe if you listen this time you won't be hurt.

I pulled on my hair and hugged Dan's jacket.

Give in. End it. Give in. End it.

I wish I hadn't thrown thoughs razors away.

Home. At home you can end it.

That was settled. I was going to do it.

Finally.

A/N

Short I know but miss Angel was pressuring me into updating. So here you go. The written embodiment of sadness. And btw Angel I'm not going to choose between Dan and Phil fluff you.

Stay crumbly my cookies!

~kitten