You're amazing, Phil

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Pjs pov

Phil was on the floor, an empty bottle of pills sat next to him. His arms where cut up bad and he was more pale than usual.

I was stunned. I had just met him. He was going to die. I struggled to get my phone out of my pocket and called 999.

After than i ran up to him and checked his pulse. He was still alive. He was still alive.

"Stay strong Phil. Hang on your going to be okay." I said. His eyes fluttered open. "Tell Daniel I'm sorry. " he said wearily. His eyes shut once more.

Dan's pov

"Hes going to okay right?" I asked Chris. I had sobered up since Phil left. "Yes Dan he will be okay. Shut up about it for now, it's getting boring."

"I'm calling pj just in case." He motioned that he didn't care and I dialed pjs number.

"Hello?" I asked. Pj picked up, there was alot of background noise.

"Pj? Pj what's going on in the background?" I asked. "Get to Phil's house." It sounded like he was crying. Pj never cries. He's that Ray of sunshine.

"Really pj, what's wrong." "Now." He hung up.

"What did he say." Chris asked from the background. I forgot he was there. "Phil's house" I murmured. "What?"

"Car now!"

"Dan you can't drive!" He exclaimed, "you're still a bit buzzed mate, we could get arrested!"

"Fine, you drive." I tossed the keys at him. He grumpled something about hating to drive and he hated me even more.

***

We arrived at Phil's house, which was full of police cars and a ambulance. A sense of dread washed over me. He didn't. No.

Chris went to find pj while I figured out what happened. I walked around the chaos. They pulled a stretcher out of his house.

I couldn't see who it was. There still was a chance that it wasnt him. It couldn't be him.

I struggled to get closer, to see. There where police men, and worried neighbors. Then I finally got close enough. Phil. He was almost translucent, his arms mangled, and covered with blood.

No.

No.

Tears quickly found there way down my face. My World crumpled around me.

"Dan?" Pjs voice called from behind me.

"This is all my fault." Was the only thing I could mutter out. "Dan, it wasn-"

"YES IT WAS!" I yelled. "You didn't hear the things I said to him! I-I did this. Now he might die and I'm never going to be happy ever again because that adorable nuisance of a friend is going to be gone. And all be because I'm a stupid selfish IDIOT that doesn't think about ANYONE other than himself!" Tears ran down my cheeks.

"He's going to be okay." Chris said from behind him.

"Yea? And what if he isn't?" "Dan, please, calm down." Pj said.

"Why don't you two go kiss in a forest or some shit." Pjs brow furrowed, and then he motioned for Chris to get in his car. They drove off.

I'm a loser.

I lost pj.

I lost Chris.

Now I was losing Phil.

A/N

I know I know. I was busy. My brothers birthday party is tomorrow and my mom wants everything pitch perfect. So, I'm gonna update again.

Stay radiant my rabbits!

~kitten