Not Anymore • Meanie

Chapter 11

8pm

Mingyu opened the door to his dorm with his mouth forming a thin line, he was acting like a girl once again. The latter felt upset that his boyfriend didn't give him any messages or even try to meet up with him. He knew that all the students in the Business/Law course was going to play football in the field that afternoon so he wanted to watch them but he had to learn the dance of INFINITE's new song, Bad. In the end, he had no chance to do so.

As he walked into his dorm, he closed the door with a slam and threw his bag onto the floor. The male ran to his bed and jumped on it, laying down on it afterwards. Mingyu looked up towards the ceiling before raising up his right hand to his sight. The latter male stared at the ring which was given by Wonwoo for a few minutes before putting down his hand.

"Why are you being emotional? Damn it, Mingyu. Wonwoo is a university student too, a second year at that! Of course he's busy, busier than you. Put aside your feelings and just wait for him! Hell, you don't even know whether he really have feelings for you. You don't even know him much, aside from his interests and identity. Why is he even your boyfriend?!" his thoughts shouted at him when he closed his eyes to rest.

Mingyu's eyes shot back opened as thoughts and scenes flooded his mind, depressing ones.

"Think about it, what if he's using you to forget someone?"

Seungcheol slumped his back against the door as he sat on the floor. He was inside the Anime club room alone with darkness. He knew he wasn't supposed to be there but his thoughts drunk him.

"Neol hyanghan maeumeul

Biuryeo haedo, jiwojiji anha

Nan ojik neoinde (whoa)

Ojik nan neoinde

Don't you tell me why

Don't let me down

Neowa ye chueokdeulman tteoolla

Ijeul su eobseo (jiul su eobseo)

Gakkeum nal tteoolligin hal ji

Mot doen sarama."

The latter sang softly with his eyes closed, as the scary past replays in his mind. ((You guys should know the song, it's released in 2012 from an album. I was listening to the song when I wrote this chapter. Hint: B2ST ))

When Wonwoo disappeared from his life after the big incident, Seungcheol felt broken. Honestly, he had feelings for the gangster and he still does now. The deep voice that always used to call his name roams in his ears whenever he was alone.

Seungcheol wanted to forget the male but when he saw Wonwoo in 2014 at SNU, all the memories came back to him, everything. He had realised that the male changed to a brand new person, rather than staying as the bad boy he was before.

He took out a familiar necklace from his jeans' pocket and observed it shining in the dark. Jeonghan had pass him back Wonwoo's necklace, that he had given as a present, a few days after they all found out that he wasn't coming back. (( The necklace is in the media and it actually kinda look a little bit girly but it should be okay ^^ ))

"He told me to pass it back to you when it is the right time. He gave it to me when you passed out that day and I brought you back to the dorm. He looked very.. Angry and.. Hopeless. And he told me something stupid, he wanted you to leave his life."

Seungcheol's eyes were getting filled with tears as he remembered what Jeonghan told him before, he clutched the necklace in his hand tightly.

"He wanted you to leave and never look back, to not look for him and just live your life because he loved you once, and he have no regrets."

"How am I supposed to not look back when you promised that you will stay by my side and protect me?" The latter started crying in the lonely, miserable, tiring night. The promises we made are gone with the wind.

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This chapter is shorter than the other chapters, mian!

I'm going to make the next chapter more longer than the others (I will try).

I hope you enjoyed the story so far :)

-Mimi