It had seemed so easy...
Do not listen to Lucifer...
He is not good for you...
He destroyes your soul...
I had to repeat me...
Nothing is easy...
Especially if it worths...
And that's too true....
Four weeks ago I had won the fight against him...
And now I had an other fight with him...
From yesterday evening...
Till afternoon (today)....
Nearly one day...
One day of thoughts....
One day of pain for my soul...
One day of helpless....
But that's not so bad....
I'll be fine again....
But I can feel him....
He's waiting for my....
I really had thought about cutting into my skin....
Ritzen so it's called in German...
And I really had thought about it....
And that's what I'm wondering about...
Would I really have done it?
