Numb

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Cold.
A numbing cold.
The kind of cold that bites at your skin.
It envelopes me.

Noise.
A buzzing noise.
The kind of noise of people talking.
It surrounds me.

Anger.
A bitter anger.
The kind of anger that makes you see white.
It settle inside me.

Now, you might be asking why?
Why these things?
The answer is simple.

As I sit here outside, I see people.
They know who they are.
They have happy lives.
And it frustrates me.
It frustrates me so, so much, that I don't.
They expect me to figure out who I am.

I can't.
I can't.
I can't.

It's so easy to get lost in your emotions.
It's also hard to get out.

But I'm stuck there,
Wondering who I am

I'm just another person passing by.
Another tear streaked face.

I'm numb.

Hey guys! This is kind of different then what I usually post, but whatever I hope you liked it :) Today was my birthday I'm finally an official teenager yayay. Anyways, talk to you soon <3

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