Starting Problems {ICONic Boyz love story}

Chapter 21~ Undescribable Feelings & Meaningless Words

*KATS POV*

"Kat, will you be my girlfriend?" I stared at him wide-eyed. He looked at me expectantly, waiting to see what my answer was.

"Before you make your decision, I just want to show you one thing"

"Wh-" before I could ask him what he wanted to show me, his lips were pressed to mine. I could feel my whole body heat up, and my brain go into shock. It probably couldn't handle the fact that a boy had such an effect over me.

He takes his lips off of mine "Did you feel that?" He questioned, our foreheads touching as he staring deep into my eyes, hoping that I say yes.

"What I felt was...indescribable" He sighed as relief fell over his features. Up close, his eyes were even more perfect then they were far away. This was the first time I actually got an up-close look at his features, the stunning way they looked right in front of me made me fall the slightest bit more.

"I just wanted you to know that from the minute I stepped on that bus at the airport, I fell for you. I tried to deny it, tried to push down the feelings because your heart belonged to someone else, but it just didn't work. So matter how much you disliked me, I just kept on falling more in love. I thought I could knock the feelings right out of me, but the more I tried, the less it worked. So I just succumbed to them, and I was a total mess. When I got that tweet about you and Max dating, I felt sick. I felt physically pained knowing that your love, your heart, belonged to someone else. Seeing you with him, smiling, holding hands, laughing, kissing, it was just like someone stabbed me over and over again." He paused to wipe a stray tear from his face from having to tell this story.

"I-I'm so sorry" I choked out while tears of my own streamed down my face.

"That's the worst part. You cant even apologize for what you did, because you did nothing. You were blissfully unaware that I was dying on the inside, because I never said a word. I had my chances, I had a million opportunities to tell you how I felt, I just could never seem to formulate the words. I just fell for this girl, and when I am near her it's the only time I feel true happiness. Everything I have ever wanted and will ever want is standing right here in front of me. So for all those times I was too cowardly to say it, here I stand, ready to tell the world"

"But how can you tell the world, were in a tiny storage closet in the lobby of an in-crowded hotel?" I manage to choke out a sad laugh in-between my sobs.

"I can tell the world because the whole world is in front of me, well my world at least. I just need to tell you my feelings, right here, right now, before you go back to Florida, before I go back to Jersey. Before we go back to our normal everyday lives, and we begin to forget what happened here. The last thing I want to forget is anything involving you. Before the memories start getting fuzzy and we move forward and on to bigger and better things without each other, I just want to state one simple thing" He took a deep breath and ran a hand through his hair, obviously tentative about whether or not he should say what hes been waiting all this time to tell me.

I nod my head, indicating that I want him to go on. I don't want to forget him just as much as he doesn't want to lose me. But how could something so seemingly simple make everything change?

But that was before what I knew what he said and boy, was it a game changer.

"Kat, I am in love with you"

Seven words. I could count the number out on my fingers. So how did such meaningless words put together in a sentence suddenly change my life? How could such a small, simple statement make everything change?

Love. It seemed like such an insignificant word until Madison said it. When he said he loved me, the word finally had meaning.

Before I knew it, I threw together some meaningless words of my own.

"Madison, I am in love with you too" He smile excitedly before pressing his lips to mine in such a manner that I could feel the smile on his lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and embraced the fireworks that were erupting inside of me.

This was something I never felt before. It never felt like this kissing Max. I'm positive that it will never feel this...spectacular kissing anyone else. Because Madison is 'the one'. The guy girls wait for their entire life and rarely fine, the one that they are just perfect together. And I found him, and here he was, with his lips on mine.

He pulled away and smiled. "we should probably get out of the closet" He laughed and opened the door to get out.

I quickly grabbed his wrist and turned him around to be staring right at those hypnotizing hazel eyes once more.

"Yes"

"Yes what"

"Yes, ill be your girlfriend"

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Awe Kadison!

This was actually my favorite chapter, and it took a lot of hard work to put together. So, if you enjoyed it, please comment and vote, it would mean the world.

You guys are amazing, I love you all!

Question: Who is your favorite boy?

~Kat