Heartbreak In Autumn #JustWriteIt

The Feels

Onyx

"She's in critical condition. I doubt if she makes it. She's losing blood too quickly and we can't seem to stop it. If I'm correct, she only has a few more hours to live", I hear the doctor say.

See and hear. That's all I can do. I can see the ceiling. It's the only thing I can see whilst lying in this position.

I can hear voices, loud crying.

But I can't move. It's like I'm paralyzed. I can't feel anything.

I didn't feel it when the doc gave me an IV not too long ago.

I can't feel my heart beating in my chest.

My throat is so sore that I can't even whisper. It's like something is blocking my talking tube. I want to ask for him. I want to ask if Storm showed up. But I can't. I don't even deserve his company.

I can't see him.

I can't hear him.

I can't speak to him.

Did I run Storm away? I should've known this would end terribly in the beginning.

I was so stupid.

I forgive myself. For being so stupid. I let go all of my grudges against others. I wish him well and prepare to die.