Heartbreak In Autumn #JustWriteIt

What did I do?

Onyx

I never knew it was possible to be so angry at your own actions.

To hate your own guts.

To wish yourself dead.

I'm proof that it's possible.

He won't talk to me.

He will barely look in my direction and it leaves me hating myself.

How could I be so stupid? How could I fall for such a trap? I should've known that he wouldn't love me back. Love isn't real. Love only exists in the movies.

I sit at the back of the class counting down the minutes until it's time to go home.

My whole body is shaking as I try to hold back the tears.

I watch as Storm flirts with the cheerleader that sits next to him.

Jealousy takes over and I can't control it.

I'm out the door and running down the halls just as the bell rings.

"Onyx wait!" someone shouts but I'm already out the door.

The tears won't stop and my vision becomes a little hazy. I didn't realize that I had ran out into the street.

I hadn't seen the car nor had I heard it's roaring engines until it was too late.