Heartbreak In Autumn #JustWriteIt

At Fault

Storm

I didn't know it was possible

To hate yourself so much

Right as the car hit I remember thinking,

This is all my fault.

I could've prevented this

Now she's in critical condition

Probably dead

All because of my stupidity

I nearly killed her while trying to save her

I didn't know that was possible

I allow a single tear to escape as I run over to her side. Crimson red is the only color I can see right now. It's everywhere. On the ground. On my shoes. On my sleeves. On my hand.

She screams bloody murder.
And I'm the murderer.

It's all my fault. I can't help but feel like I deserve to die.

She's rushed to the hospital.
I follow.

She's rushed into the emergency room but I can't go in. I kick my feet and punch anything that's in a foot and a half radius of me. I continue until I give up and sob uncontrollably.

It's your fault.
You did this.
You've stained your own hands red.
The staines permanent.
You'll carry this burden forever.
As long as you may live.