I love him but I shouldn't

12.I love you

A few weeks later Scott, Allison And I were all studying together until I decided to give them some time alone and left the library and walked to my car. When I got to my car I saw Stiles leaning on it I stopped and took a deep breath before continuing to walk to him. "Hey, w-what are you doing here?" I asked.
"Scott told me you'd be here" he replied.
"I should've know-" I tried to speak but he grabbed my face with his hands and kissed me.
"W-what was that for?" I asked as soon as he unlocked our lips.
"Because I love you. I missed the feeling." He told me.
"As did I. I missed you in general Stiles." I responded.
"I love you and will for a thousand years." Stiles told me cupping my face in his soft hands.
"I-i love you too" I said right before I kissed him.
He opened my car door and then closed it for me. I winded the window down and he kissed me right before I drove off.
That night I got a perfect sleep something I hadn't had in months.

When I woke up the next morning I jumped in the shower and when I got out I put on a black dress with red flower patterns and knee high heeled black boots and a light blue Jean colored jacket and a gold chain necklace and my hair fishtail braided on the side with red lipstick. When I left the house I stopped at a nearby Caffè and grabbed a coffee. When I finally got to school I was standing at my locker and felt a gentle kiss on my cheek and Stiles say "hey you" I smiled and turned as I shut and locked my locker, "hey" I said grabbing his hand and walking to pe with him. When we got to PE it was a free choice lacrosse, soccer, baseball or basketball, I chose soccer with Allison and the three boys Liam, Stiles and Scott chose lacrosse. When Stiles scored I one upped him scoring a left foot Volley. Every time one of us scored we'd watch and attempt to compete with each other. After pe I ran to him and jumped in his arms and kissed him. "Admit it, I was so much better than you" I teased.
"Nah, I was" he teased back.
"Please, every time I looked over at you your eyes were on my ass" I explained.
"Don't wear leggings your ass looks hot in and I might not" he teased.
After pe I got changed and freshened up and went home.

When I got home I got a text. "Stiles?" I said as I looked at the phone. The text read 'we need to talk. Meet me at the look out point.'

When I arrived at lookout point he stood and stared at the view. "Hey" I said right before he turned and smile. "Hey" he replied.
"What'd you want to talk about?" I asked as I kicked small rocks that were sitting on the ground covered in dirt.
"Well, I uh, wanted to talk about us" he answered.
"What about us?" I said throwing another question at him.
"W-what are we?" He asked sounding as nervous as he looked.
"I don't know" I answered.
"I want to be more.. again" he said.
"Really?" I asked.
"Of course, I know I hurt you but I still love you and want to be with you" he said.
"Aw Stiles, I love you too and none of that matters anymore" I said back.
"It does matter, I see a bright future with you in it" he said filling my heart with happiness making me blush.
"Do you see a future with me?" He asked.
I stood for a split second and thought about it "of course Stiles, I've seen it from the moment that I first saw you." I said making him smile and pick me up and kiss me.
When our lips unlocked he said "will you be my girl again".
"Of course I will be your girl" I replied to his request. If there is one thing I have always loved about being his it's being called his girl.

The two of us sat at the look out point together and watched all the flickering lights and listened to the peace and quiet from up here it was beautiful and in that moment I knew I was at my best and much happier with him in my life, I knew I loved Stiles.

After about 10 minutes of this perfect silence I broke it. "Stiles." I said lightly.
"Yeah Case?"
I snuggled my face deeper in his chest before I spoke. "I love you Stilinski"

"I love you too Royals" He said right before kissing my forehead and we both looked up at the moon.