Saving Dan - Phan

I guess this is goobye...

DAN
I truly feel happy, I'm so glad Phil came into my life, I've stopped smoking drinking and cutting. I have made some new friends at school and everything's perfect.

"Hey Dan" Phil smiled at me but something wasn't right.

"Hey Phil" I smiled back but confused "what's wrong your not yourself"

"I'm fine" Phil said but I didn't believe him.

P H I L

Today was my last day I'm going to miss Dan a lot and I mean a lot. We have gotten really close. I'm not happy about that well I am but I wasn't meant to get so close to him it's not allowed I can't let the bosses know.

Dan was worried about me but I can't let him know I'm sad, it's very rare for a white Angel to be sad that proves how much I'm getting attached to Dan.

Dans friends were coming over so I slipped away without him knowing. I've been doing this a lot I'm trying to get him used to being with his friends without me.

I sat by the trees where me and Dan usually hang out a tear sliding down my face. This was the second time I've ever cried the first was when I was getting my wings now that was painful.

I opened the letter I'm going to give to Dan when I leave.

Dear Dan,

I'm gonna miss you a lot Dan, and I mean a lot we have had so many good memories together ill never forget them. I hate to have to say goodbye but I have too. You have your  friends now you seem happy with them and that's what I want you to be happy. When I first met you it saddened me to see such a perfect boy so sad i hope your never like that again you deserve to be the happiest boy in England forget that the world. I hope you achieve your dream of being a youtuber you'll be great at it. I will always care and love you even if we're not together and even if we're far far away from each other,
Don't forget me,
Lots of love from Phil

I all of a sudden started sobbing as I read the letter I don't want to say goodbye I don't want Dan to just be a memory. I wiped away the tears telling myself to man up and be strong.

I went to find Dan and told him I need to talk to him in private. This is it I guess this is goodbye.....

"What do u want to tell me Phil" Dan asked confused.

I stared at him for a moment before leaning in and kissing him softly tucking the letter into his pocket.

Goodbye Daniel... I love you