Aku Cinta Kamu

I : Its all my fault

Alec

"It's over. I don't want to see you again, Alec. Or any of your friends. I'm tired of being their pet warlock."

I stopped breathing. After all the things I did. Coming to Camille secretly without telling Magnus. All those lies that I said. It all comes down to this.

Never had my heart been shattered like this, I never experienced true heartbreak. Hell, I never experienced any heartbreak before in all my eighteen years of my life. I never loved anyone like how I loved Magnus.

Yet. Here I am. Being broken up with. After all these, I still messed up. I went to Camille for advice and not only did she not give me any, she even told Magnus about this. How could I have been so stupid? Why did I think that Camille would even help me?

I don't want to see you again, Alec. Alec. The name sounds foreign when he said it. He always assured me that my name was beautiful and perfect just the way it is.

Magnus was still looking at me, like he wanted to say something but thought better of it.

"Magnus-" I whispered, I could barely even see him through all the tears that were threatening to fall.

"Alec. Don't bother. Camille told me everything," he regarded me with his glistening cat-eyes and moved towards me slowly.

Before I can comprehend anything, I felt his lips on mine. It wasn't the usual kiss, filled with passion and love. It was a kiss of sadness and I closed my eyes, remembering the taste of his lips because I know I would never feel it again.

"Aku Cinta Kamu," he murmured finally pulling away.

"What does it mean?" I asked softly, my voice sounded raspy and just so-broken-even to my own ears.

Magnus didn't reply but he turned around, walking away. Walking away from me. I looked at him until I can see him no more and that when I let my tears fall. I slid down onto the floor, with my head in between my legs. I trembled uncontrollably as my tears continued to fall.

I forgot about Camille, I forgot about how angry I was with that vampire just a minute ago. All I focused now was on Magnus. All my thoughts are of him. Of him walking away. Of his face when he said those three words. What does it even mean?

Aku Cinta Kamu.

It sounded so foreign yet familiar at the same time. But what does it mean?

Aku Cinta Kamu.

Even though I don't know what does it mean. I felt like saying it back to him too. It felt right saying it back. But he's gone now. I never will get to see him again, much less talk to him.

I replayed it over and over again. The look on Magnus face when he said my name. That look of betrayal. That look of hurt.

Now I really did screwed things up. Magnus broke up with me. And it's all my fault.

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I know it's slightly different from the book but I changed it a little so that it'll fit this story.

I hoped you guys like it...if u did plz vote and comment :)

And the next chapter would be in Magnus POV---->