Falling For You All Over Again {Editing}

Tour

2 weeks after the girls' birthday, Sarah, Kennedy, Adalyn, and I were supposed to fly to New York to meet Adam and the band. 

"Sarah, you have 5 minutes!" I yelled up to her. "Coming!" She shouted as she ran downstairs. I grabbed my purse and the diaper bag. Michael already put our suitcases in the car. Sarah slung her purse over her shoulder and picked up Addie's carrier while I picked up Kennedy's. 

8 Hours Later 

Once we landed in New York, we made our way to baggage claim, where Adam was going to meet us. "Dad!" Sarah screamed as she ran over to Adam with Addie's carrier in her hands. Adam engulfed her in a hug and kissed her head. "Hi Sarah, hi Addie," Adam said as he kissed Addie's head. "Where's my beautiful wife?" Adam asked Sarah. "Right here," I said as I walked up to him. "Well hello gorgeous," He said before he kissed me. "Hi Kennedy," He said as he kissed Kennedy's head. 

Over the next 4 months, tour was great. Sarah and I went to every show with Addie and Kennedy. We stayed on a separate bus with Adam while the other 4 guys stayed on another bus. Our family was back together again and it felt great. Towards the end of the tour, Sarah got a tutor because she was missing 1 month of school. 

Once we got home, all we wanted to do was relax. "I'm going to go to bed," Sarah said as she dragged her suitcase upstairs to her room. Adam and I carried Kennedy and Addie upstairs and put them in their cribs. We walked to our room and shut the door. 

"I'm glad you and the girls came on tour," Adam said as he wrapped his arms around my waist. "I'm glad we went too, but now we have something bigger to worry about," I said. "What would that be?" He asked. "Well, Sarah's Sweet 16 is tomorrow and she's getting her license." I said. "What are we getting her for her birthday?" He asked. "A white Range Rover. It's already in the garage." I said. "Well, I think she will love it," Adam said before he kissed me.

The Next Day 

 "Oh my god!" Sarah screamed as she saw her new Range Rover. She ran over and hugged Adam and I. "Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! You are the best parents in the whole entire world!" She screamed. 

Later that day, Adam went with her to get her driver's license and she came back to hours later as a licensed driver. "Can I go pick up Maci so that we can go to the mall?" Sarah asked. "Sure, just please be careful and don't crash your new car," I said. "Thank you! Love you!" Sarah shouted as she got into her car and sped away.

Adam and I walked back into the house to take care of Addie and Kennedy. I walked into the kitchen with Adam and leaned against the counter. "Hungry?" He asked. "Not really," I said. "Babe, you haven't eaten a real meal in a month. You've only had snacks here and there. You need to eat," He said. "I'm not hungry," I said. "Lena, please eat. You're starting to lose weight and it's worrying me." He said. 

All of a sudden I felt a sudden wave of nausea and I threw up all over the floor. Except it wasn't food.

I threw up blood.