Suicidal (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

He Left

Harry tried running after me, but I turned the curb and took a shortcut so that he wouldn't find me. He shouted my name over and over again. He sounded as if he was crying.

~ I finally got to my apartment. I was shaking, crying. My heart broke. I love Harry but at the same time I was terrified of him. I felt as if I was watching a horror movie play out. I slid down the door, pulling my knees to my chest. I soon heard a knock on my door. It scared the shit out of me. "Who is it?" I sobbed, not thinking. "Please let me in, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you." I heard Harry's voice. "P-p-please go." I said, crying even harder. "Y/n, please" Harry whispered. I didn't answer. I heard him slide down the door, mirroring my actions. I heard him whimper. "Please, please" he kept whispering over and over again. Soon, I drifted off to sleep. I woke up curled up on the ground by the door. I slightly opened my front door. Harry wasn't there. I started to close the door when I saw something. I took a closer look to see a note stuck under my WELCOME mat. I picked it up, closing the door, and plopping down on my couch. It read:

"Dear Y/n,

I'm so sorry about yesterday. I didn't mean to scare you. I know your probably really pissed at me, but believe me when I say that I truly love you. I know I lost my chance to win you over. It kills me to think that you will never be mine. I hope one day you would be able to forgive me.

Love,

Harry xx

P.S. I've left to go back on tour. So you don't have to worry about seeing me around."

"He left." I whispered to myself.