Suicidal (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

IT

~3 months later~

I haven't seen the boys since that day. They went on tour a month ago from what Levi says. Harry still tries to call me but i don't answer. he is just going to tell me how Levi is cheating on me and all this other bullshit. It's November now. I'm a senior. Things have gotten a little better for me. Kelly doesn't even look at me anymore. People still talk about me but not as much. Levi and I are closer than ever. He transferred to my school. I'm actually thinking about giving my virginity to him. He has already told me that he loves me and I believe him. We are having a special date tonight at my house. Maybe this will be the night I give IT to Levi.

Levi came over after school. We cooked dinner and sat down to eat. We talked about random things, every once and in awhile he would say that I was beautiful or that he loved me. We sat down on the couch, my head in his chest and his arms around my waist, and watched Friends With Benefits. During one of the sex scenes, Levi lifted my chin so that I was looking into his beautiful blue eyes. He kissed me passionately. I climbed onto his lap, straddling him. He picked me up and went to my room settling me down onto the bed. Removing my clothes, he kissed my whole body. I was so nervous. I pulled up his shirt and then unbuckled his pants. He put two fingers into me. It felt so good. "Levi, just get in me already" I said impatiently. His slowly entered me. I whimpered from the pain, a tear running down my cheek. He started thrusting fast and hard. I came to my high fast. I was very surprised at how rough he had been with me. I was hoping my first time would have been gentle, but he loves me. Or so I thought until I showed up at school the next day.