~4 months later~ I haven't talked to Harry since that day. He hasn't tried calling me. I could never muster up the courage to call him. I miss him like crazy. I stopped trying. I get bullied more than I used to because of the cutting situation. Levi tried to apologize to me but I broke his nose. It's raining today. I feel worse then ever. I have a messy bun, a tank top, and my New Orleans Saints sweatpants.(NFL football team, sry if you don't like them.. Went with where she was living ) It is a Saturday, and I'm sitting at my apartment crying. It's been pretty much a daily routine. I'm miserable. Then the thought comes. I could end this.i get up off my bed. Walking into the bathroom. I pick up the razor, holding it to my wrist. I press down, cringing. I draw blood. It's a little cut, but it still hurts like hell. I move up a little to make another cut, when I hear the sound of a car door. I scrunch my eyebrows. "Who could this be?" I ask myself. Before I could reach my window I hear a song. It was "Kiss Me" I look out my window, confused. By this time it is pouring outside. I can barely makeout a mop of curls. Not even being able to see the face, but I knew who it was. A new flood of tears started falling. It wasn't from sadness.
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Suicidal (Harry Styles Fanfiction)
FanfictionWhat happens when Y/n, the loner of the school meets One Direction? Will she find love or just become even more Suicidal. ⓒ 2013 fanfictioner1d