Suicidal (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Barely There

(Harry's pov) We've been on tour for about a month. I missed her so much. I wanted to tell her goodbye before we left but he wasn't home. I tried calling her but she never answered. We had a week off so I decided to fly to the US, and go to Louisiana. The boys wanted to come see her as well.i wanted to surprise her, so we came early, knowing she would be at school. We walked into her apartment, turning on the TV and sitting down. I had to use the restroom so I walked into the bathroom. I was in shock at the sight I saw. Y/n was in the bathtub, unconscious. The water was blood red and blood from y/n's wrists were running down the sides of the bathtub. "Guys" I yelled panicking. "What's wrong Haz?" Liam said walking up to the door. I was still in shock, on my knees, trying to get her out of the tub. Tears were running down my face. "Oh my god." I heard one of the guys say. They all rushed to help me get her out of the tub, while Niall ran to call the ambulance. We put her down on the bathroom floor. We were all shaking. "D-d-does she have a pulse," Niall asked.

(Harry's pov) I put two fingered to y/n's neck, holding my breath. I felt a beat, but it was faint and slow. "B-b-barely." I said, tears falling down my face and all the other boys. We did everything we could to stop the bleeding. We moved her to the couch, wrapping a towel around her cold, naked body. All we could do now is wait for the ambulance. She looked so lifeless. We all sat around her, watching for some kind of movement. I held her hand, catching myself checking her pulse continuously. "W-why would she do something like this." I said. "I'm going to go call Levi," said Zayn. He left the living room. Not even a minute later, Zayn came in looking as if he was going to kill someone. "What's wrong?" I asked. Before I got the answer, I heard the ambulance's sirens. They pulled up quickly getting a stretcher out. They lift y/n onto it, putting an oxygen mask on her. As they put her in I asked if I could ride. They said sure. I jumped in and the boys said they would follow in the car. They closed the doors and the doctors started examining y/n. "She's lost a lot of blood," one of the paramedics said. The tears were flowing down my cheeks. I grabbed y/n hand. They started hooking her up to IVs. One paramedic opened y/n eyelid. "She's in shock." He said. "We'll have to bring her into surgery," he said. Soon we were at the hospital. They told me I would have to sit in the waiting room. I sat down in one of the chairs, resting my elbows on my knees and my head in my hands. All the boys walked in. Their expressions where hard, angry. Before I could ask why, Niall opened his mouth. "It was Levi," he nearly yelled. "What?"