Bad Boys Love Good Girls

Chapter 14 - I wish...

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Leah

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I wish...that wishes came true.

If wishes came true then I wish what happened to me, didn't happen.

I opened my eyes, the bright hospital lights shining in my eyes. I don't know how I recognised they were hospital lights upon seeing them. The last thing I remember was collapsing in the arms of Lisa. The nurse asked me questions as soon as I opened my eyes.

And....I told her....everything. Lisa came in a few moments later and talked to me for a while, I barely remember what we talked about. I'm pretty sure I just retold her what happened. She told me that she couldn't get into contact with my mum, not surprising, she told me that everyone was outside waiting. Issy, Scarlett, Letty, Aiden, Conner, Ryder and......Travis.

You should have listened to him...he told you not to go with...you know.

I closed my eyes slowly and asked her just to let the girls in, so i could tell them and then they'd probably go tell the guys.

What will Travis say?

What would he think?

...weak

I wiped the tears that started to leak from my eyes, just as the girls walked through the door. I turned to see Issy rushing towards me. I smiled.

"Hi" I opened my arms as she hugged me tight.

"Oh my god" She sighed pulling away.

"How are you?" Scarlett said squeezing my hand. I took a deep breath.

"I'm a bit beaten up, i've been better but I'm alive." Letty caught my eye, she gave me a reassuring smile. "I...uh...there was something else....I....probably the reason I wanted you three to come in first." I stopped, unable for a moment to continue. That was when quiet Letty piped up.

"It's okay, when you're ready." She nodded seriously, and for a moment something between us clicked. We seemed to have a little more understanding in some way. Scarlett and Issy were both staring Letty and turned back to me.

"I left your house." I said to Issy. "After T-travis uhm...hit...."

"Liam." Scarlett whispered to herself, clearly not meaning to have said it out loud. I nodded.

"I - uh - went with him to his house cause I was angry at t-travis. And uhm I felt bad for Liam so I went with him." I sat up slightly, allowing the girls to crawl onto my bed.

"Liam got us a drink and he'd put something in mine. I started getting dizzy, he'd pick me up...move me and I couldn't stop it. All I could do was yell, but even after a while I would scream but I couldn't hear myself. " Tears were practically pouring out of my eyes as I kept telling them. I didn't want to look at them. "He....he raped me, and when I started regaining consciousness - I don't know maybe he used to little of the drug that had made me so paralyzed - he started hitting me. I can't remember how many times. But he wouldn't stop."

For a millisecond I looked up and Issy was balling, Scarlett the same. Letty had tears filling her eyes. They were completely shocked. Rightfully so, I still didn't believe I was telling them.

I continued."But after a while he left, I don't know, he just walked out and I could move. I got up and ran out of the house as I half threw on my clothes which were pretty torn already."