Love and War

Chapter 23

* Next Day *

The next morning I woke up to feel something heavy wrapped around me. I look over and it's Rakir, I'm still mad as hell but you know.. sucked that shit up. I slipped out of his grip and headed to the bathroom. I used the bathroom then, did my hygiene thing. I put on one of Rakir's shirts with my boy shorts since I was going to chill today. I walked downstairs into the kitchen and made eggs, bacon, grits, sausage, hash browns and cinnamon rolls. I was finishing up with the cinnamon rolls when Rakir came downstairs.

"Goodmorning Bae." He said coming downstairs as I was putting a piece of bacon in my mouth. He kissed my cheek then as I was putting the bacon in my mouth he bit it.

"Get yo ass on somewhere.. play too much." I said laughing.

"You gon' fix my plate for me or I have to do it myself?"

"Aha you better get your hungry ass up and fix it yourself." I said fixing my plate and filling it up with hashbrowns grits, bacon, eggs, and a cinnamon roll.

"Aight baby momma." He said taking a piece of my bacon and fixing his plate.

"I'll kill you." I said giving him a death look.

"My bad ma." He said sitting at the table with his plate.

"So I see you planning on chilling at the house.."

"And how would you know?"

"Because you in one of my shirts and yo panties.. fine ahh."

"Oh ahah." I laughed at that last part. After we were done eating he washed the dishes this time. I came up behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist and kissed his back.

"You going to stay here with me or be out with your friends?" I whispered against his back.

"I'll stay at home with you this time they ain't doing none." He said finishing up.

"Okay come watch a movie with me.. please." I said grabbing his hand.

"Aight, but I'm picking out the movie this time." He said picking me up and carrying me to the couch. He put me on the couch as he went through the movies.

"Wanna watch 'Bride of Chucky'?"

"Yeah.." he put the movie in and sat on the floor as I played in his hair.

"This bitch crazy ain't no way I would've sat in the car with them ugly ass dolls." Bae had me dead.

"I'll be like nah you go drop them off to where ever they supposed to be because I'm scared that thing face gon' fall apart." I couldn't breath. I sat my head in the crook of his neck and I was killing myself laughing. When the movie went off he was sleep on my tummy. He so cutee!! His phone started ringing so I answered it.

* Phone Convo *

Me: "Hello"

Unknown: "Hello.. is Rakir there?"

Me: "Yes but who is this?"

Unknown: "Well this his baby momma and tell him he needs to come see his daughter everyone in a while."

Me: "Aight but I still ain't get yo name hoe."

Tisha: "First of all I ain't no hoe and my name Tisha."

Me: "Aight bye hoe."

Tisha: "Bih-"

* Hangs Up *

It ain't none to cut that bitch off. I hung up in that hoe face. I know my baby she got the wrong one Rakir ain't cheat on me I don't care if he was drunk it wasn't him because he comes home to me every time he's drunk and he knows if he fuck a hoe I'll ask him before he even step through the door. If he lie we done. She must be talking bout Savage. He play so damn much giving him my baby number. I texted Savage from Rakir's phone.

* Text Messages *

Me: Savage this Jai did you give a hoe name Tisha my baby number?

Savage: yeah why

Me: nigga had me thinking Rakir actually had that hoe as his baby momma

Savage: so I don't want that hoe texting me talking bout her child

Me: u the one who slept with the hoe u the one who gon' take care of yo baby

Savage: girl bye✋ I ain't takin care of no damn baby

Me: well u should've kept yo dick in yo pants instead of in hoes pussy

Savage: man w.e fine then I'll go see bout this hoe but if my ass get put on child support you payin

Me: Aha nigga u thought ✋✌

* End of Convo *

After that he didn't text back. Rakir woke up and I still had his phone in my hand.

"What you doing with my phone?"

"Your brother hoe called you sayin she was pregnant with yo baby so I had to get her and yo brother in check."

"But still what I told you about being in my phone?!"

"Nigga don't be yelling at me like that because if I didn't do what I just did yo ass would've been fucked up and I would've told yo bitch ass to get the fuck out my house." I yelled back while pushing him off me and getting up.

"But how you know that could have been my baby."

"Oh so that hoe is your baby momma.. okay well you can get your shit and go be with her." I said going upstairs.

"Imma not sayin that is my baby I said what if see if yo ass would have been listening then yo dumbass would've knew what the fuck if sayin!" He yelled following me.

"Oh so I'm a dumbass now well okay this dumbass telling yo to get your shit and get the fuck out my house. Ask that hoe if you can stay with her." I yelled getting his shit and throwing it on the floor. So he came and threw my shit down the stairs and on the floor. I came up to him and slapped him hard as hell. He put me up against a wall then he beat me.

"Stop Rakir!" I screamed. He didn't stop until after my nose and lip was bleeding heavily. He got up and walked out the room. I sat and cried heavily then I got up and got into the shower. When I seen all the blood going down the drain I cried harder. I can't do this anymore. I packed my stuff and went downstairs and seen Rakir laid out on the sofa looking up at the ceiling. When he seen me he got up.

"Where you going?" He asked grabbing my hand, but I snatched away.

"Away from you I can't do this anymore Rakir. I can't take the beatings and yelling. I'm done." I said opening the door.

"No baby I'm sorry just don't leave me." He grabbed my arm looking into my eyes and it almost looked like he was about to cry. I looked at him and put my stuff down. He picked me up and carried me to the sofa as I hugged him. We sat on the sofa.

"Promise me you won't hurt me again." I softly said holding his hand.

"I promise.. I got you baby." He said kissing my forehead.

We fell asleep 4 minutes later.