Sandhir Story : Locked Away ❤

Part P

"If I didn't have anything
I wanna know would you stick around"

After a month of crying herself to bed. Waking up in the middle of the night yelling his name, holding her chest, she would be breathless at times, her dad dint know what to do. For the first time he realised how deeply she was in love and well, right now she was in trauma. Post traumatic stress and depression, that was the medical term for it. Not like anyone except her understood.

He was gone. Nowhere to be found and they said they couldn't retrieve his body cz the car blew up, they said his body was turned to ashes that second. And his mom was back to work. No surprises there. All she did was nag sanyukta to come and sign the paper cz she wanted to be a "good mom" and keep her son's last wish.

Sanyukta wasn't buying that. She knew that there was pure regret in his mom's heart for not having spent enough time with her son. And everything she said in the press & cried all over the news was just to show how she had been a perfect "mom".

One day she saw the news "Randhir always wanted me to launch a car of his name and so I'm doing so in his memory" she heard renuka utter some more crap and she had had enough, what the hell, randhir never cared about stuff like that, sure he cared about having a section of the company's annual profit to charity, he had plans to sponsor NGOS Cz he believed all kids deserved an opportunity etc. She hated how his mom knew bull crap about him and was using his name to gain sympathy and Sales!

That's when she decided to step up and take what her sadu left back for her, she couldn't stand one thing & that was HIS name being used wrongly all over the world, she walked out of her house after almost what felt like a year. She had let his memory draw the living life out of her, she questioned her existence a million times. Hell she even questioned GOD! Why did he have to save her? It was pure torture to live this life now.

Alot of times she felt like giving in, giving up, she called herself his wife and her dad had declared that his daughter was CRAZY! Everytime someone came to see her for marriage she'd walk out wearing the ring and carrying his RING around her neck as a necklace stating she already belonged to someone. She'd go back & sob, somehow there was absolutely no closure about his death. She dint believe it. She dint think it was right. She dint think it was time.

But she was a fighter, and she knew that Randhir would never want her to give up, she could almost picture him yell at her for skipping meals, and her sleep, she'd smile inwardly imagining him with his nerve popping on his forehead & neck , red with wrath, clutching her by the arm "Sanyukta if you ever do this again, you watch, you'll have it from me!" and then pampering her away like she's his most precious possession.

She wore her best outfit & confidence was something she dint have to work on, she carried that everywhere she went, and barged into renuka's cabin " Give me those papers. I'll show you what Randhir was all about, maybe this time you'll pay attention and actually try to know your son."

PS : Don't give up just yet :) Believe in what you're feeling about what's coming up.

XOXO.