Sandhir Story : Locked Away ❤

Part W

"If I got locked away, would you still love me the same?would you still love me the same... "

He had always imagined that one day he'd go back to her or fate would make them meet, or if they were destined to be then their lives would collide, he had never given up on having her again. Whereas she had completely given up on seeing him again. There was a Stark difference between the two of them, emotionally. It was missing V/S the possibility of never having to see him again.

Sanyukta's pov:
Today she felt like she was having the best dream ever. It almost felt surreal, like he was there, like she was in his arms, like this was what she'd craved for. She wondered what it was. Did she finally break the barriers of heaven? Yeah definitely heaven, her randhir was there. And was god letting them be together ?was he letting her have him seeing her state? "Look randhir God's bowing down  before our love" she giggled thinking about it.

Then she remembered something bad happened. Something that made her Hit her head to the ground! What was it? She couldn't recollect. Was she dead? Yeah that made more sense! She was dead and with Randhir in heaven! Well that dint really matter, heaven, hell or whatever it was, she was with HIM! For her he was her heaven, her paradise, her final destination.

She felt him press his nose into her & kiss whisper "I love you sanyukta, I'm sorry" what was wrong with him? Why was he sorry? For dying? But that wasn't his fault! He always did this, blame himself for anything that happened. She frowned. Then she continued to revel in his kiss. Right now kissing him was the top most priority. It was all that mattered. He was all that mattered.

She tried to deepen the kiss, her hands moving into his hair slowly, which made her iv needle slip, loosen & come off. Blood oozing out but that Din't stop her. It dint hurt her even. She felt if that's what it took to kiss randhir, then so be it. Right then randhir felt something & he broke the kiss, on seeing blood, he freaked out "Sanyukta you're bleeding, what the hell, I told you don't move,let me love you"

He burbled few concerned words as he held the cotton wiping it off and stopping the blood. That's when it started to clicked her. Hospital. Doctors. Renuka. Randhir. Her bed ridden. Blood. Dead people dint bleed. Did they?! That's when she yelled "WHO ARE YOU?" the hate & coldness in her demeanour surely killed a few cells of his heart. What did she mean?

Randhir's pov:

"Sanyukta? It's me randhir, you're Sadu " he tried touching her  arms and she flinched away. Second time in the day." Drop this act! You're not. And don't touch me, I'm married " his heart now broke know a million little parts? Married? She loved him right?

What she said next made him feel half better." I'm married to my randhir and you're an imposter . You feel just because you look like him,youll come in here and take what's his? You think just because he's dead you'll take advantage of the situation ? You can take over his property & fool everyone & have everything that has him name on it but you can never have what he truly owned with his heart. You can't have me "

Then she ran into the bathroom latching herself leaving him frozen at his spot, still trying to let her words sink in. If he felt that it was hard to leave her all those months back, today he felt like all the hurt he felt now topped that day. It was beyond all the break ups, staying away, fights, the news about her with another guy, getting left at the mandap. This was the ultimate worst. That she dint recognise him, his touch, his love. Today he truly understood the meaning, this was what it felt like when your love was weak.

A/N I know this was a super long gap and this is why I wanted to wrap it up before my training started. Nonetheless this is where I am and this is what it is. Mysore. Ughhh. It's not as bad as I thought but I still need time to Settle but i promise I'll update !!

The story seems to be taking a turn in #SaddaHaq too !!! Like what even?? Final chapter ends? Divorce ? Spilt like I had predicted !! So not down for it even thought I kinda knew it will be the next track for season two!! And it's ending on Christmas WOAH thanks for ruining that for me :(

The song getting me thru these days and giving me hope and telling me that this is all worth sow thing is LIFE IS WORTH LIVING by Justin Bieber. Give it a listen it's SO inspiring. ❤️ JBiebs is my saviour as of now!! When SHQ wraps up even for a week I'm gonna whine SO MUCH !! I love that week ,that run up to New Years 😭 plus Ankit Gupta isn't in season two !double sadness 😕

As they say CHANGE IS THE ONLY CONSTANT.

Okay this became way to EMO. Sorry 😅 Love love and sorry for the delay !!