Sandhir Story : Locked Away ❤

Part Love

A/N first of all thanks a ton for sticking by this story for this long. It's really special to me. There was a lot I went thru during this phase. And this story and you guys were my only constant. So thank you lovelies. This is the end of this journey. I'd surely like to do something like this again. This has been my longest and I'm not even a writer but these characters are so deep ,so pure, so intense that they made me start writing. It's insane that I'm even scribbling all this into a story :O

But the love makes me believe that I'm decent enough ?! Haha !! Anyway season two is starting soon and honestly I'm super pepped !!The new characters and twists and specially their yearning to GET BACK TOGETHER!! It's gonna be super intense ..I'm sure I'll be inspired for some new stuff. So check in the next time I write ❤️

For now enjoy this part and toodles 😘

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By the time she had finished yelling in frustration ,her body was shivering ,with anger and cold. She could feel her insides giving away as the stress took over her health and heart.

She held her head on her hand and started to sob. She couldn't deny the pang of guilt either. She had almost left her life at the altar. She knew it wasn't her fault but it made her feel like shit. That she had failed as his better half. She Could guess where the feeling came from. The feeling that made Randhir do what he did.

Was she to blame? No. But was he to blame for hoping. Hell no. He was like her baby ,and she always understood the worst of his moods and always overlooked the meanest words. Then she remembered there was something else that had made her look like a zombie when she returned..

"Randhir there was a girl who answered your call when I called. She said you were busy. I'm not saying I believed her or doubted you. But I won't deny ,that made my heart hurt. Maybe our love wasn't weak ,but we as individuals were weak. We weren't secure and maybe that's why all of this happened. "

"These months away from you I realised that I don't need you to be around for me to love you. That I don't need you to love me back and pamper me and surprise me every now and then. That my love for you is unaffected by your existence around me. It only grows each day and I would love you all my life. Independently ,not hoping for a day when you'd come and return all of it back "

"Sanyukta , you know it was a bunch of stupid juniors ,I dint know what they said to you. And then I tried to call you but no luck ..." Randhir came down on the bed ,holding the back of her head gently ,massaging it as he spoke. "And you said I wouldn't know if you'd die. Rubbish. I would know each move. Every time you left a place and went elsewhere. I had people monitoring you plus my own devices keeping a check. You were my everything. You gave me purpose everyday. And that stands to this day. "

He said ,now moving his fingers in circles so she could calm down. "Take me back? For our love. It deserves this chance. And I can't promise that I won't screw up Sanyukta ,you know I'm not perfect.."

"But you are Randhir. You're my version of perfect. You define love for me. And ours is the only kind of love I know. Loving you is exhausting ,but I wouldn't want to stop waking up to the times when it's left me breathless. " she said moving closer to him clutching his shirt hard.

He let his tears fall as he jumped into the kiss almost pushing her all the way down onto the bed,still holding her head gently. If gently rough was a term it would describe Randhir's way of making love. With his nose caressing different parts of her face ,during the kiss ,he said "we're getting married tomorrow "

Honestly she couldn't even gasp. He just wouldn't let go of this kiss. And when he did ,all that there was ,was panting & she said between her heavy breaths "these breathless moments Randhir. This is my kind of perfect. " and he made her lie down ,gazing into her being "this time I'll carry you to the mandap"

It was a simple statement but it held a promise of a life time. He dint just mean he'd carry her tomorrow ,he meant through out life. He'd carry her and shield her from it all. He then buried his head into her neck ,smiling & inhaling what he wanted his life to smell like. "Sanyukta Shekhawat ..." He murmured sleepily ,as she smiled and held him closer than to where her soul resided.

"I put my heart into your hands
Here's my soul to keep
I let you in with all that I can
You're not hard to reach
And you bless me with the best gift
That I've ever known
You give me purpose
Yeah, you've given me purpose"
-Justin Bieber