Love Wins (BoyxBoy)

Chpt. 24- Will's A Sucker For Birdflash (TRIGGER!!!!!!)

~Will Solace~

I sigh and roll Nico off of me, then I get up and walk to his bathroom. After rummaging through his stuff, I find a first aid kit. I look through it until I find a small Swiss Army knife.

"I'm sorry." I whisper, then I drag the blade up my skin. First a white line forms, then it's soon oozing with red. After two cuts, I stop.

What am I doing? I can't do this, not after I made him promise not to do this. But you need to. You need to feel the pain, you said it yourself.

"I need to feel pain, it helps me remember that I'm alive and not just an empty body." I say softly. I press the blade deep into my wrist then I drag up. I watch as my skin separates and blood starts to flow out.

Stop. I can't. Yes you can. No. Yes. Maybe I don't want to.

I drop the blade and grip the sides of the sink.

Stop. No. Stop. No! Don't do it anymore! I...I can't help it. Then how about instead of you giving therapy, you try getting some.

I look up at myself in the mirror and sigh.

"You're a wreck Will. Just look at you." My naturally tanned skin is pale, my hair is a mess, my eyes are bloodshot, and I have dark circles under my eyes. I drop my head back down and I look at my wrists, then I grab some gauze and tape out of the first aid kit. I wrap up my cuts, wash the knife off, put the kit away, then I slowly walk back into the main room of the cabin.

He's still sleeping. How's the perfect time to leave. No. You promised you'd be there when he woke up.

I sigh and walk back over to his bed. I lay down and as soon as I do, he quickly cuddles up to me. A small smile spreads across my face as I pull him into me. After a while I get bored, so I pull my phone out and I go onto AO3. I go onto my bookmarks and I press the fic I'm currently reading.

And by currently reading, I mean on the first page.

~Fic~
(AN if you don't ship 'Birdflash' (RobinxKidflash) (Young justice) you can skip this...)

After a long tiring mission, far from home, the team slowly boards the bio ship. M'gann takes her spot at the controls and everyone sits in their regular spots. Everyone except Wally, who takes a seat beside Robin.

Those two have been awfully close lately. Artemis thinks to herself. I wonder what's up.

The whole ride back to mount justice is almost silent, except for whenever Wally whispers something to Robin, then both boys burst out laughing. After a while the boys quiet down, then eventually they become silent.

That's odd. I wonder why they stopped talking. Artemis turns around in her chair, only to find a sleeping Robin and a half asleep Wally. She smiles softly and turns back to face the window.

"Isn't Robin adorable in his sleep?" M'gann asks, breaking the silence. Wally smiles and opens his mouth to say something, but his face turns bright red so he quickly closes it. M'gann and Artemis exchange a questioning look, but soon toss that aside.

"I have never realized how small Robin is until this moment." Kaldur says to no one in particular.

"I wonder what he looks like without his mask." Artemis says. "I don't know if it's just me, but he looks vaguely familiar."

Wally snickers but the team ignores it.

"Well, there's only one way to find out." Connor says.

"No!" Wally says a little to fast.

"I am sorry, but I will not allow that. Robin told us himself that no one is to know his true identity. He will tell us someday, but when the time is right." Kaldur says, ignoring the speedsters little outburst.

~Reality~

"Will?" Nico whispers. I look up from my phone then at Nico.

"Yeah?"

"I'm gonna throw up."

"What?!" I ask.

He gets up then runs to the bathroom. When he gets in there, I can hear him flip the toilet seat up, then vomit. I slowly walk into the bathroom with him. I crouch down beside him and rub his back as he empty out his stomach into the toilet. After a while he stops, then brushes his teeth.

"I feel horrible."

"That's called a hangover baby."

"You can't get hung over from drugs."

"Yes you can."

"No."

"Nico. Babe. I'm a doctor, I know what I'm talking about."

"Fine." He sighs.

"Nico?"

"Yeah?"

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have gotten all mad and I shouldn't have said what I did."

"It's okay. You needed to get that off your chest." I look down at my feet. "Hey, it's okay. It really is." He kisses my cheek. "I love you okay?"

"I love you too." I say, pressing a kiss to his forehead.l

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AN; sorry about the Birdflash part... I just want to write a Birdflash fic so badly but I feel like I should finish this one first before I start something new. Maybe I can write some Birdflash one shots. Tell me what you think I should do in the comments! Don't forget to vote, comment, and share with fellow solangelo shippers!!!