A week latter, Safaree still don't know what to do. He miss his wife. He miss kissing her in the morning. He miss having her sleeping next to him at night. He miss hugging Abrielle while she asleep in between the two of them. He miss her cooking for him. He would rather be an option than been completely ignored....
Since Nicki is not talking to him, he had come up with an Idea. Everything he want to say to her, he's going to write them down and save them somewhere...He write more than ten Apology letters a day. But he need to talk to someone about this, His mom, Nicki's mom....Someone...Anyone they can trust...He picks up his phone and dial the number...[phone's ringing]
"Hello son" says the voice over the phone
"Mommy, I'm loosing my mind....I'm loosing my wife" ... he says in a sad voice
"What's wrong son...whats going on...talk to me"
"Lots of things are happening mom...Lots of mistake have occured"
"who's making those mistakes"..she asks
"Us both mom...But I made the biggest one"...he wipes the tears that falls from his face
"Oh Boy....what did you do Safaree"
"I hurt her Mom....I hurt her so bad"...he cries
"Safaree stop crying and please explain to be what you did.....Is she ok...did you hit her"
"Mother" he snaps....."Of course not...You know me better"
"I know I'm sorry....what happened"
"I'm not sure exatly how it happened because she refused to talk to me.....I went out, got drunk than I came back home and I Rapped her....I rapped my wife mom"
"Oohh My...Safaree...is she ok...are you guys ok"
"of course we're not ok Mom..she's not talking to me and it's been a whole week already...I cant take it anymore...I need her mom, I miss her"
"Gosh..Baby I need to talk to her"
Mama Beezy hangs up and calls Nicki imediatly. right after they finish talking they set up a meeting between the four of them. Nicki, SB, Mama Carol and Mama Beezy...throughout the whole meeting Nicki was crying which SB can't bare because he feel more and more guilty...He got it, he was wrong...He was wrong but so was Nicki...Most of this is her fault...If she had gave him more attention he wouldn't be a the shop getting drunk that day...he wouldn't be comming home late and rappe his wife...A wife that he Loves more than himself..a wife he would die and kill for, the worst part is that his daughter was there in the house when all that was happening...How can he live with all that quilt alone..he needs his wife to help him through situations life this, but now he's this close to loosing her to.
"I can't take it anymore" Says Nicki...."I want a divorce"...knowing that she doens't mean what she says.
That hit Safaree hard in the heart...He gets up from the table .... "A divorce Nicki....you want a divorce...why can't we just work this out...One mistake Nicki...one mistake and you're already asking for a divorce...what About Abri Nicki...you want her to grow up without me"
she looks over at her mother and SB's Mom...."Abri will be fine"..."excuse me"....she says and leave the room.
"That's it"...Sb shouts....That's it Nicki. we're done" ..... "This can't be happening"..he says and follow her upstairs.
He knocks on the door...."Nicki I know I made a mistake....I accepted it...I am wrong..Yeap..I'm so wrong...You're right..Everything is my fault and I'm beggind you to forgive me...you need to give us an other chance...one more chance please."
Both Mama Carol and Mama Beezy walk Upstairs and take SB back downstair....
"Listen to me son"..says Mama Carol ... "Just give her a little time to think"
"How long" he says wiping his tears off
"You see son..the thing is...when I was being abused by her father...I would forgive him after every mistakes he made and he would come back home and do something even worst...I'm sure thats what she's afraid of....she doesn't want to be an other me....She hated when I kept taking her father back after all he's done...Just give her some time."
They sat and talk to SB for a while than climb up to Nicki's room....a few days latter both Mamas went back to New York.
-ONE MONTH LATER-
It's been almost two months since Nicki and Safaree are leaving like a Cohibiting couple. axcept they don't exchange words or belongings. He doesn't know about her, but SB can't take it...It makes him sick to his stomach when he walks in the house and can't kiss his wife good night or good morning because he doesn't wanna piss her off and make things worst......
It's 6pm and Nicki and Abri are watching Tangled in the livingroom...
"Daddy" she calls, watching Safaree standing by the door
"Hey Princess"..he move closer and pick her up, seating across from Nicki on the other coutch...He seats there, playing with Abrielle's hair, kissing her head, but constantly staring at Nicki...She didn't notice SB staring at her until Abrielle calls her.
"Mommy....Mommy! Daddy"...she says looking at Nicki than SB.
"Mommy doesn't Love me anymore"...He says, looking at her
She look over at him...gets up and make her way to the kitchen...SB put's Abrielle down on the sofa and follow her.
"Nicki!..Nicki! Wait" he says, taking her hand
She turns back looking at him not saying a word...trying to hold back her tears....She wants to push him away so bad, but she also miss him.
"Please help me....I'm going insane" he says
Right when she's starting to feel sorry for him again, she starts thinking about her mother.
"Excuse me" she says....Making her way back to the Livingroom....he stands there in silence, watching her go.
"I'm really loosing her" he tought...
He walk back to his room...and turn his beats on...First time in a while he's listening to loud music without his headphones......Nicki went to the Livingroom and take Abri upstairs...as she walks pass the room she heard a song playing so she stops to listen ....
"Tell me how am I suppose to live without you. Now that I've been Loving you so Loooong. How am I suppose to live without youuuu, and How am i suppose to carry on, when all that I've been living for is gone"... [* Song by -- Michael Bolton *How am I Supposed to Live Without You* *]
She stayed and listen to the whole song than walk to Abri's room where she now sleep.
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Why won't Nicki just forgive him..uugh :(
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