Journey of Love and Friendship

Recalling the PAST (14)

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Nancy's POV

It was still 5 in the morning and neither I could sleep nor Derek.

He was still sitting right next to me and even though we argued over the fact that he should go, his final point was clincher and thus he stayed.

It is weird how insuperable he is, and in the end I have nothing to speak about.

I was lost in my thoughts when I realised that he bought us coffee.

"Thanks" I said an smiled.

What came over me I still don't remember but whatever it was, caused me to tell derek about danny.

Maybe it was his sweetness and his support that scremed loud into my heart to tell him about my pain and problems.

He is always there with me, and sharing things with him will make me feel light as I have a lot going on in my mind about my parents, and plus danny part.

Atleast if I tell him about danny, all my frustration and hatred about him that is still burning my heart will come out and indeed make me feel better.

No matter how much I want to say that I have forgotten danny and that everything is fine but I do know that nothing is fine.

I have not even told lucas or melisa anything about danny after the day I dumped him. His topic was closed like a big full stop. But my mind and heart has not yet placed a full stop on danny.

But I want to, I just want to remove him from my heart and mind. I want to place that big full stop on him. I think so that letting these feeling out and sharing them with someone will definetly help me to forget him.

"Hey derek do you know anything about my ex-boyfriend or my past relationship" I said because I wondered if he already knew.

"No" he smiled and further added "Indeed when I was new in this college I did heard rumors but never gave a thought to any or belived them" he smiled and continued looking at me.

"You know I had this great feeling when I was about 15 years i guess and it was when I met danny. I was in high school" I paused then continued.

"And you know how high schools are, you sometimes actually think that you found your soul mate with whom you are going to spend your rest of the life with" I then realised it was kind of opposite so

I said "Well actually for most girls it is just crush and then they actually forget the guy. But I was different then, I really liked this guy"

"I was so much into him and finally we met and out friendship and soon relationship started. I was happy" I said with somewhat sad eyes.

I was constantly starting the floor and moving the cup in my palms. But now I turned to face derek.

I looked into his eyes to see that he was so much sweet and he really cared to hear me, speaking about my stupid silly love story.

When I was looking into his eyes, he asked me or rather stated "But you look sad now"

I instantly flickered my eyes and again started starring at the floor.

"Yeah, my parents are in pain" I said.

"No nancy, look at me please" he said.

"No, you listen to me first" i snapped at him and then continued.

"But then one day after having 3 years of relationship, I realised how dumb I was. Actually he bedeviled me by making me belive how much he loves me"