Journey of Love and Friendship

Happiness (16)

Nancy's POV

Three weeks already passed since my parent's accident and now they are finally discharged and with me in their home.

I am around all the time in case they need anything. And every weekend melisa came and helped me with my studies too.

Derek always insisted on coming but I was adamant that I don't want or need him here right now and that he should be with his Girlfriend.

Today is saturday and I am hoping for a visit from melisa anytime today.

I appreciate my decision of staying here for my parents but this is way more boring than I thought.

Entire day I watch TV or cook food or help my parents, who are by the way doing good now.

I miss my friends and my college.

I was in kitchen making something for lunch, when the door bell rang I thought it would be mel so I rushed and opened, but to my disappointment, she was our neighbour.

She came every other day to ask about my parents and talks to them.

My parents and she were sitting outside at the backyard. I made some tee for them and went back to kitchen.

I was wondering why mel has not yet even called.

I was worried and I called her.

"Hey mel"

"Hey nancy"

"What time are you coming today?"

"Ohh shit nan, I am so sorry. I completely forgot, actually I have plans for tonight with Erin"

"No problem at all"

"Thanks nan for understanding. Got to go. Call you later. Bye"

"Bye" and I hang up the phone.

Oh gosh no, what the hell will I do here alone for the weekend.

Rest of the day went slowly slowly.

After dinner at night, I was feeling a lot like doing nothing so I went for a walk.

This felt so good, walking on the roads alone in this freezing cold.

And my mind started racing about my and derek's kiss and about danny and all.

This tend to happen whenever I gave myself some alone time.

After a lot of thinking for the past few days I finally arrived on a decision.

And that is Derek is just a friend nothing more, he has a girlfriend and it would be so wrong for hannah if anything happen.

It was me who encouraged derek to date hannah and now I can't be the reason the thing fall apart between them.

The most important reason is that I don't know what I feel for Derek. He is a very good friend and I do have this other feeling but I am sure it is nothing much and I can surely hide that and forget about our kiss.

But hell bad because his lips were really soft and the way he kissed, it felt so good and right and yet so wrong.

No it was more wrong so I have to stop thinking about that.

Danny was an important part of my life, just because he cheated on me, doesn't proove that I don't love him.

He was my first love and as everyone says first love is the only true love and you can never forget it.

I love danny, though he is a bad guy, but I still love him and have feeling for him.

Thats the end of the story for me.