She ruined me.
She left me when I was in my darkest place.
And now she's back?!
She told me that she still had feelings. I was trying so hard to get rid of my feelings for her! But no, I can't, there always gonna be there.
I remember when I told her I still loved her. She didn't give a shit because she didn't love me then.
I now know why I tried to kill myself before 8th grade. It was her. And she doesn't even know what she's done to me.
She doesn't understand, when she calls me kitten she doesn't understand the butterflies I feel in my stomach.
When she says "I love you." She doesn't understand how sad I get because I know that she will never love me the way I loved her. The way I still love her.
There. I said it.
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I love her
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