I'm done. I've tried so fucking hard! She just doesn't love me the way I love her. It was all a lie I guess.
I remember after we broke up we were friends again after a while, she told me why she broke up with me. It was an excuse tho! She lied and said her mom found out! When now she's saying that she told her mom and her mom still loves her and understands! Is that messed up to you!? This is life I guess... I'll just grow up to be a lonely fag with 50 cats, with no family Bc they are all ashamed except my cousin. One fucking cousin to help me though this world!? I barely have friends, well friends that understand me and know about my sexuality.
This is just so... Complicated! And I don't like complications because they make me feel complicated and I don't like feeling complicated! Why can't life be fair?! Why can't we all just be happy!?
H A P P Y!
But no. We can't be happy Bc this world is an awful place that just likes to destroy people's dreams! This work is not my place.
Thanks for listening. Bye.
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RandomShe doesn't understand that I still love her, she doesn't undertake that she is my world, she doesn't understand that I want her back. Story Of My Life
