It's been a few years, but I'm still in love with you. But you won't even talk to me because I fucked you up. I'm just like my mom, I'm not good with relationships. I'm sorry. But now I can't even kiss someone without thinking of you. I hated dating you because of the long distance. I can't trust anyone anymore. I'm scared they'll cheat on me cause that's all anyone ever does anymore. I've tried so many times to give up, but God won't let me.
I told you a week ago that I got a job. You didn't answer, I didn't expect you to. I still wear your sweater. The one my mom didn't give away.
I remember when my school got shot up all I could think about was you. I'll never be able to tell her I love her. I'll never be able to see her beautiful face ever again.
I just now read the comments on this stupid book. Why do I even have this book? So you could read it and remember how much I hurt you? To get attention from people who don't even care? I guess so. Or maybe it's so I can let my feelings out to people I don't know instead of friends who don't care and family who don't care.
You sent me a picture on Snapchat the last 2 days of school. Though I don't think it was only to me, it said 'streaks babes'. Though when anyone else sends me streaks I automatically delete them because of how much I hate streaks. But I wou- I could never delete you. I love you too much.
It's been 5 years and I still ducking love you. I'm pretty pathetic huh? Whatever, it's not like you'll ever read this. I won't ever give up on you.
I still love her.
YOU ARE READING
I love her
RandomShe doesn't understand that I still love her, she doesn't undertake that she is my world, she doesn't understand that I want her back. Story Of My Life
