More and less

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More and more my thoughts take over
I sleep less

More and more I find you in my head
I focus less

More and more I push myself to excersize
I eat less

More and more I'm not good enough
Not skinny enough

I don't eat for days
It's not good enough

I run miles
And it's not enough

I bike for hours
And it's not enough

I run until
I want to throw up
And pass out

I bike until
I black out
And see stars

I excersize until
I'm sore

It's not enough.

~Thanks Ana

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