I don't know what I was thinking
When I thought I could do this
No one understands
No one gets it
They either pitty you
look at you like your a freak
Or make fun of you
I get everyone has their own battles
Everyone has it "hard"
But I'm tired of hearing that!
Its not easy
Living in my head
I never know where my thoughts are going
I never know what's going to start an anxiety attack
I don't know how to make the pain stop
Ill be fine one minute
Then this wall of bricks hits me
And I realize
Whats real
And it hurts
And no one understands!
