It's like there's two sides to me
At school and with family
I laugh
I joke
I have confidence
I don't let anything bother me
To everyone I'm doing better and I'm ok
When it's just me though
I completely break down
I hate myself
I get so hurt by everything
I just lay in bed under blankets
And I never want to come out
It's like there's two sides
The show that everyone enjoys
And backstage where everything's a mess
And I'm the only one who goes backstage
