When the Last One Falls

Chapter 5

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"Zayn who sent this message?" I yelled at him, he took the phone from me and a small wrinkle appeared on his forehead while he read the message. "Answer me!" I screamed, choked with tears that threatened to explode again "I. .. I don't know," he muttered, I looked down and the tears fell to the floor, "You're lying." I raised my head and looked into his eyes, he slapped me and I put my hand on the cheek, surprised from the burning feeling,I got dressed and looked into his eye again, before he could let out a word I ran out of the room, slamming the door behind me and the noise echoed through the house.

"What the hell can I do?" I shouted, standing in the middle of the empty street, the hot floor burned my feet, even though the sun was setting it was still hot. "screw everything." I threw my shoes to the road and sat down on the sidewalk, I caved in myself, my forehead touched my knees and the tears began to fall,I cried a lot,too much,all the time. I didn't want to be with him, but I couldn't be without him, at least not at the moment, I hated him but loved him anyway.

"How do you define love?" I asked him, after a hundreds of times he didn't know how to respond, I asked, again and again, the same question.

"You think that if you'll ask it again I'll know the answer?" He asked, running his fingers through my hair, tightened his grip around me, "Yes," I whispered and he smiled, "Love is the feeling that causes you to do everything for the one you love, that causes you to jump off a cliff without even thinking,learn how to fly,do impossible things just for him, love is the thing the need to protect this person,never hurt him, give him the world and live every day only for him. It's the thing that builds you up and drops you down, love revitalizes you and kills you, love is everything."Said meanwhile his fingers traveled throughout my body, his eyes looking right into mine "How do you know you don't love that person anymore?" A shiver ran through my body at his touch "when you'll break everything,  when this person will not be the first choice for you,when you will think twice before you jump, when you'll give up on dreams, when you'll hurt him, when the shivers will disappear when you touch each other, when one day you will understand that you can give up on your love for other things.

"What are you doing on the ground kiddo?" I heard the familiar voice and raised my head, my father smiled at me from the blue truck, I couldn't hide the smile that appeared on my face when I saw him, the only person I can trust, the only person that won't hurt me,won't leave me and won't play with me. "Get inside." he said and I got up, feeling the heat burning my skin. opened the door and got in, "What happened?" Looked at me and frowned, showing signs of concern. I wiped my tears and looked back at him, trying to get him to give up, but his gaze was penetrating,like he was forcing me to say everything. "Nothing... nothing happened..." I mumbled and looked at the old road, trying to avoid the question,I didn't want him to get into my relationship with Zayn. "Argument?" He asked and I nodded, "You think that I do not know you enough? I can know what you are going through just by looking at you." Smiled "What happened this time?" he put his hand on my shoulder, "you say 'this time' like we argue all the time." I smiled a little smile, feeling  every point that my tears touched. "You don't like him .. aren't you?" I looked at him and he looked down. "It's not that I don't like him, he's a good guy,really,but I just think that you two don't fit." He said, his voice was encouraging, and maybe Zayn and I really don't fit, maybe I should start listening, maybe I should stop being such a little girl, maybe I should grow up.

The phone vibrated in my pocket, I took a deep breath,like that would cause it to stop ringing "answer him." my father looked at me and immediately put the eyes back on the road, his fingers clenched around the wheel and his body leaned forward, looking at the old empty road.