Unforgetable ( A Robert Downey Jr Fanfiction)

The next few days were the exact same things. Get up look at my babyless stomach. Cry. Sleep. Get up look at my babyless stomach. Cry. Sleep. Thats all I did. I rarely ate. Diamond said I needed to eat. I told her I didn't have a baby to feed anymore so it was useless. It hurt talking to Diamond. Because she had her baby. And it was getting bigger by the minute. And I didn't have mine anymore. The doctor said Robert and I needed to wait 3 to 4 weeks to try and conceive again. But all that didn't matter to me. I was torn. My life was torn. Robert WAS torn. I was supposed to have a child but I didn't and its all because of me. Now Robert who was so happy about having a kid. Wouldn't get one. All because of me. I got into the shower. the cold water fall on me. When got out I put on a red V-Neck long sleeved shirt and some red jeans with my red converse. I put my hair up into a ponytail and walked to the living room I sat down on the couch. I just sat there looking up at the ceiling. I don't know how long I was there but pretty soon Diamond came walking in with Jake they said hi and went to Diamond's room. Later on Robert came home. He walked up to me and gave me a hug. He smelt of coffee and whipped cream. "What'd you do today? " He asked giving me a soft smile " same thing i've been doing for a past week." I said blankly. "He bit the inside of his bottom lip. Something he did when he was worried.

"Honey. Please. You need to try and be happy again." I scoffed. "Listen loosing the baby didn't only affect you! It was also mine!" He said rasing his voice. I looked at him. His face was red and he had tears falling down his cheeks. I walked up to him. With my thumb I wiped the tears away. "I'm sorry I lost your baby." I quietly said. "You didn't loose it. It wasn't your fault. And you know that. " He gave me a soft kiss. His gorgeous eyes were gleaming with tears. I gave him a hug. I don't think this was the way I wanted to live the rest of my life. I looked up at him. I wiped his tears away and I firmly told him. " You're gonna get through this. No no WE'RE gonna get through this." I smiled. And he sighed deeply and smiled too. "You're strong." He kissed my forehead. "Not really." I said remembring what I had done way before I met him back when was in my teenage years. I lifted up my sleeves to reveal my old self harm scars. I don't think he had ever seen them. But I didn't want him to. "So hon Wha- Wait whats on your arms?" I quickly brought my sleeves back down. He walked up to me and gave me a stern questioning look. I tugged at my sleeves to bring them down lower. "Danielle what are those scars?!" He asked me again I looked at the ground. "Danielle did you use to cut?" He whispered. "Please don't tell anyone." I whispered back. " Not even Diamond." Robert walked up to me and gave me a hug. Why'd you do it? He finally asked after a long time of silence. " When I was 17 I met Joseph...You remember him right?" Robert nodded. "Well when we first got together he was sweet and nice and caring. Well that only lasted for one year. Then he began to drink and he would beat me. And he would call me ugly, worthless, stupid, a whore, a slut. One time I found him in my house fucking another girl. That girl was my couzin. Thats and that day was my birthday. I left home and thats when Diamond and I moved here. Throughout that whole year I began to self harm and I got really depressed. And Um after I found Joseph and my couzin I realized he was drunk and um he raped me. And thats why I was terrified when I found him that one day. " I said. I looked up to the ground to find Robert with tears falling down his cheecks. I went to a cabinet and took out some Whiskey and two shot glasses. I poured some Whiskey into each glass and passed one to Robert. "Babe don't worry about it. That's in the passed. Drink up! " I said. I drank my Whiskey fast and Robert looked at me wide eyed. "What? Never seen someone drink?" I asked blankly. "Well yeah just not you." I shrugged. He drank his drink. I poured more into my cup I motioned the bottle twords Robert asking if he wanted more. He shook his head. I drank three more glasses then put the bottle away again. I patted his back. "Come on Robbie."I helped him get up. He looked like a lost puppy. He shuffled to my room. He looked really sad. "You okay?" I asked. "I um I feel so bad." He said. He curled up into a little ball and stuck his head and arms into his shirt and sat in the corner and cried. I walked up to him and hugged him. I didn't care at that moment about anything that happened today. Other than the fact that I was going to try to move on for the sake of me. And for Robert.