here goes nothing..

forever cursed with lovestruck

// when I first saw you I imagined our bodies colliding and our lips crashing
We move in sync as my body slowly recognize that You are the one I need.
The one I crave.
Sure we talk but every time we do I never answer because I can't find the right words.
I can't explain how I feel without getting judged. It's not like I matter to you anyway.
But what about when I never though you'd be mine..
Only to realize you were mine.
I finally got you.
The days were going so well until you began drinking at a young age.
You never told me why you drank alcohol until they day you hit me.
I always ended up going back.
You have that something that keeps me so entertained.
**
You finally kiss me and my whole life crashes.
You were my everything.
I never want you to go.
As you began to slowly make your way down my neck your sharp breath against my soft spot and the way you force me.
You slowly lift me up
Never breaking the kiss.
After that night I will never forget how I needed you.
I still do.
You are more then a crush..
Maybe something more then a craving.

~Snap out of it~
you're forever cursed with lovestuck

**Tionna**