here goes nothing..

I'm a disaster

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Remember..
Remember when I told you I liked you?
And then a year later you finally got the balls to kiss me?
We held hands and hugged and all of that..
But I go home and find out the next day you had a girlfriend the whole time??
But it's okay I'm totally used to this.
I'm used to getting lead on and then fucking everything up..
But.. Do you remember..
Do you remember when I messaged you and I explained how I felt.. And you didn't fucking care.
Now that you're single you're messaging me and I just got over you..
I don't even know why I'm still here.. It's crazy how I'd cry over you and now I'd die over you..
But you don't care..