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My Nerve Damage

I twitch.

I freak out.

Mom help me.

I shake.

I stop breathing.

I freak out.

All I do is over think it all.

Leaving me with doubt.

All the doubt and I still trusted you.

I think of these strangers as monsters.

Knowing they have guns for hands..

I'm the normal one

At least I thought.

I freak out at the thoughts.

Maybe I'm the one with guns for hands..

I put my hand to my head and try pulling the trigger.

I can't handle the freakish movements.

My brain hurts from over thinking

And I hate when people see me twitch in person.

Why can't I be normal?

I looked pretty stupid with my hand to my head trying to pull the trigger..

Only to find that as soon as I open my eyes everyone's pointing there hands at me.

They pull the trigger and there I go.

This time I open my eyes only to realize it's all in my head..

What's wrong with me?..