here goes nothing..

i speak my heart you speak your mind.

That night..

You took me in your arms

You held me so tight.

You kissed me.

After all those nights I've dreamt of your kiss it finally happened.

Your kiss tasted like summer.

The way your lips carefully collided with mine.

The way you kissed me made me feel like a little kid at a candy store.

You telling me I was your everything.

You held my hand.

Then to find out I was your nothing.

You led me on.

How could I be so blind?

You did it for attention

You did it because you felt bad.

Sure I don't regret the kiss

But I regret thinking you liked me.

I regret feeling strongly towards you.

And I regret letting you into my life.

Consuming my heart and being stuck in my brain.

The thought of you makes me break down.

You were my first love..

And now you're my last thought.

Constantly dreaming..

Wondering what I did wrong.

Trying to change for you..

But still not being good enough.