Eighteen Letters To Juan Karlos •COMPLETED•

Special Chapter 2

Hey guys! I saw how many people supported the last SC, and im so happy. You guys are truly the best, and without you, I won't be in this position. I made these just for you people, you truly deserve it.

So far, I am having fun in making these. Thank youuu ~ I LOVE YOU! (I hope you say it back or else.. i cri evry tiem)

UPDATE FROM NOVEMBER 25 2015: I just finished writing this chapter, and I legit cried. I hope you guys enjoy it. :D

"So you have been reading my letters, then?" Addie's soothing voice fills up the room as Juan Karlos drops his gaze to her arms. He has been doing this for a long time now. Addie cutting herself won't leave JK's mind.

They were sitting on the little red plush couch the room had. They just started talking.

Darren has awkwardly been feeling that he's the third wheel. JK has been so sweet to Addie that they were acting like a couple, and Darren felt lonely at that point. He never had a shot in love.

"Yeah. I mean, I won't stop reading it. Sometimes I can't sleep in the night without thinking of your letters." Addie smiled a bit. The thought that she was the one making him feel this way makes her giddy all around. She's not at all that special, just a depressed girl who thinks low of herself. There has got to be a million of those people too - right?

"And.. you fell in love with me?" "Yes. You put me in some kind of trance and baby, I'm not ever leaving your side."

Addie giggled and blushed. This was the first time a boy ever said that to her. She was excited and happy.

"Addie. What happened to your arms?" Darren asked. As he has not been reading the letters properly, he does not know what exactly happened to Addie as he was not indulged in her life as Juan Karlos currently is. Addie's smile dropped. She sighed and looked down at the ground in despair. The memories of what happened minutes ago started flooding her head.

"I.. I s-started cutting them. M-My life has been such a wreck that I.. can't help it." She muttered under her breath. Her eyes started flooding with tears. JK hugged Addie, "Don't worry. I'm here for you, Addie, I'm always here for you."

Darren stood up and started walking around the room. It was pretty small, but alright for a teenage girl. The bedroom was a single bed, its covers were a nice color of sky blue, in which Darren chuckled. She really is a fan of his bestfriend.

He decided to check out the bathroom. It was nice, like a usual bathroom. But what caught Darren's attention was the rope on the sink. He stopped. Why is there a rope on the sink? That's unusual for a girl.

"Uhh, Addie? Why is there a rope in your comfort room?" Darren asked, looking at Addie. She turned pale.

"I.. Is there? Oh you don't need to worry about that, it's really not all important.." Addie ran to close the door, but Darren stopped her. She felt hands on her shoulders, and froze. She turned to see Juan Karlos, a frown evident in his face.

"Addie. Why did you have a rope?" Addie bit her lip in an attempt to hide her tears, but failed to do so as she felt the tears cloud her vision. Darren looked at her with worry on her face. Did she think of..?

Addie hugged JK, her head on his chest, crying her heart out. Juan Karlos fixed her hair, whispering in her ear, "It's okay, Addie. Just let it all out," Addie started muttering. "I'm so sorry, I was so stupid to think of it, if only I knew sooner, I'm sorry.."

JK cupped her cheeks and looked at her straight in the eye. "What are you sorry for?"

"I got that rope because I attempted to kill myself just a few hours ago. When I couldn't do it, I thought of going to the rooftop later and.." She didn't finish her sentence and cried again, wetting JK's shirt in the process.

Juan Karlos and Darren looked at each other, pure fear in their eyes.

"Oh my goodness Addie. I can't.." JK sobbed. The both of them crying.

When they stopped, Juan Karlos cupped Addie's cheeks again, both of their eyes teary.

"Don't worry. I'll protect you. Starting from now, I'll be your everything. I love you Addie," Addie smiled. "I love you too," and they both kissed passionately.