Perfect two » Ashton Irwin

Chapter 19

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PART TWO OF THE DOUBLE UPDATE

This chapter really sucks ._. Meep
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"You've..."

"I've what?!" I yelled, Ashton trying to calm me down.

"You've lost the baby, I'm so sorry."

I can't believe this. I lost my baby? This was the worst moment of my entire life. My child that I carried for 8 months is, dead. I bursted in tears and cried like I never ever did before. I just lost a big part of my life, my loving life. "No, that's not true."

"I'm sorry, Mrs Henderson. Later in the evening you'll need to give birth to your dead baby."

"Don't say dead baby!" I yelled, Ashton trying to calm me down once again.

Everyone was crying. Ashton, Amanda, Michael, Calum, Luke, Tucker. My parents were on their way to the hospital, Tucker told me.

Hours flew by and in those hours I cried a whole sea out of me.

"Mrs Henderson, you ready?" I nodded, even though I wasn't ready. I was about to give birth to my dead baby and then I'm going to see it, dead? No. I can't handle that, but I ain't got no choice.

"Okay, you start to push and we count to ten." I nodded and started to push.

"10. Okay, rest. Now just do the same, ready?" I nodded and pushed again.

"10. Okay, now your last push." I pushed out all of my energy and when the doctor said stop, I opened my eyes. He was holding my baby. "Wanna hold it?" I cried, nodding. He handed over my baby and I saw what gender it was. I was holding my baby boy. Ashton walked into the room crying and looked over the baby.

"A boy huh?" I nodded, "Yeah."

"Even though it's you know, dead, do you still wanna name it?"

"Yeah, thoughts?"

Ashton looked at the baby. "What about Andrew?"

"I love that name."

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***TWO WEEKS LATER***

Today was the funeral of Andrew. I was wearing a black dress that is kinda of stretchy because of my bump. I was standing in front of my mirror and tears were streaming down my face, the mascara I was wearing was now ruined. I heard someone opening the door, when I looked up I saw Ashton in the mirror and I turned around.

"Hey."

"Hey."

Ashton came to me. He pulled me into a real tight hug. "I can't do this Ashton."

"I know it's really hard for you, for us. I never ever thought that we were losing this child. I had a whole future set up in my mind with Andrew, but now, now I need to wait till my next child."

Tucker came into the room saying: "Mom and dad are already in the car."

"Okay, we're coming."

Ashton gave me one last kiss and we walked hand in hand downstairs to the car.

Dad pulled up in front of where we were having the funeral. Not a lot of people were here. Just my family, Ashton his family, Calum, Luke, Michael and Amanda. We got out of the car and Anne Marie, Ashton's mom, came our way. She offered her hand as I grab her hand and we walked towards the others.

The funeral was about to start and everybody sat down on their chairs. There was this pastor my mom called to organize this little funeral. A small coffin with a picture with the echo of Andrew was in the front. Tears appeared in my eyes. I still can't believe that my baby boy is dead, and I need to live with the fact I lost my first child.

After the pastor spoke, some piano music played and there was a silence till the music was finished. After the music was finished, everybody stood up. Before they left, they said they were here for us, to me and ashton, and then left.

Everyone left, so we decided to leave as well. While riding towards home, nobody said a word to each other. We arrived home and I got out walking inside, as fast as I could. I run up the stairs to my room as I locked my door falling on my bed. I looked over my ceiling and thought by myself, can anything be worser?