After splaying video games and seeing horror movies with Sky until 2 in the morning we fell asleep in Sky's room on the little sofa he has in there.
I was running away,away from his thoughts and memories...from him in general. I couldn't take the pain that was radiating off him...it's too much for me to handle I just couldn't see that the more I run away from him the more likely it is for him to swallow down the pain that I know he can't handle. That's why I was there, that's why I never left, he needed me and as much as I never wanted to accept it...I needed him too.
(Dream)
-I can't see anything-I looked around but all I saw was black.
-I know...-someone said.
Something said from behind me...it felt close...something was breathing on my neck. Before I could turn around something hugged me...I didn't know what to do,it felt comforting.
-who are you?-I asked.
-hmmm?-She said...
-I said who are you?-I asked again and she let go.
I turned around but it was still dark and I couldn't see anything.
-I missed you.-She said.
-I don't know you.-I stated.
-I know.-She said.
-then answer me.- I ordered.
Something grabbed my hand...her hand was in mine...it felt small,delicate and it felt a little cold but it felt nice.
-I can't.-she said.
-why?-I said.
I felt disappointed,not mad,anyone else would if a stranger got in your dream and didn't want to tell you anything about them, but still really disappointed.
-soon.-she said while letting go of my hand and walking away.
How I knew? I could hear her steps getting farther away and I still couldn't see shit. I wonder why I didn't even scream to her to come back or anything...anyone else that could or can think sanely would. But I didn't. Why? Because I have a feeling that said this wasn't the first time or the last,and still I felt more alone than before, I guess I liked her company in a strange mysterious kind of way and at the same time I felt like if I was falling...
Bang!
That was 'The harsh fall' not a harsh fall "The harsh fall". Why? Let's just say after playing video games,seeing horror movies and eating a lot of junk food oh! And also talking about nothing but sports,games, etc. etc. etc. We both "fell asleep"
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Alright it's more like "we both passed out in the middle of the bloody horror movie" and yes we both fell asleep in a little comfy sofa and how we're "oh so little that we fit perfectly there" we slept like kings in a really comfortable sofa.
Yeah right! His foot was on my face,my leg has a cramp because he's sleeping on it,the other one is next to his head, he's slobbering my foot,my bandages...I need to change them...well I was still tired so I just ignored him and fell asleep again,I tried...I really did, I was about to pass out when suddenly HE fucking kicks me in the face!
I fell. Yes. I have a headache. Yeah. I am going to kill him when I get up. Pretty much.
-hey stop taking all the space man!- he shouts at me...
Why do I even...
-oh I'm so sorry your highness I never meant to intrude in your oh so precious peaceful slumber...when your the one that is kissing my fucking foot,crushing my other fucking leg and just about kicked me in the fucking face!! So yeah I'm sorry for being a fucking pain and taking all the fucking space in the little fucking sofa! It's not my fault I feel like shit and decided to fuck with your life now or is it? You piece of shit!-I said,pissed off.
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Teen FictionShawn Windslow. He suffers from depression and schizophrenia. His life as people would describe, a living hell. His parents died when he was turning 15. Tragic isn't it? Shawn since then didn't want to live. He thought it wasn't fair while his paren...
