My love

First Almost Kiss

Ashleyn's P.O.V.

        "Ashleyn I love you and I have for awhile now I don't want you to move I mean I just got to know you and you are moving to Arizona. I wanted to ask you if you wanted to be my girlfriend sunday. I wanted to tell you sooner about how I felt, but I didn't know how to tell you." I stood there shocked. He leaned in closer and brushed his lips over mine. Before he could kiss me I heard my brothers honk the horn to tell me is was time to go. I leaned against Taz and started to cry. I guess Taz felt me crying because he pulled me closer and mumbled something against the side of my head. He kissed my forehead and released me from the hug. He walked me to the car and said goodbye to my brothers and gave me one last look before he turned and ran in to the forest near my house. I didn't know if it was something I did or something i said but whatever made him run away from me broke my heart. While we were driving by the forest I felt bad that I couldn't call out to Taz and tell him that I love him and that I wanted to be his girlfriend but I couldn't. I looked at my brothers and could tell they wanted me to text Taz and tell him how I felt. So I rummaged through my purse trying to find my phone. When I finally found my phone I saw that I had 20 missed calls and 15 texts from Taz. I felt bad for not being able to call him back and tell him so I texted him back. Taz I'm so sorry that I missed your calls and texts but I'm texting you to tell you that I loved you since the moment we meet and I would love to be your girlfriend. Text me back please I need to talk to you. Almost immediately after I sent the text I got Taz's response. "I'm glade to hear that you feel the same way I do but I don't think we can be in a relationship when your in Arizona and I'm in Florida.I'm so sorry but I shouldn't of told you that.I'm glade to know that if you weren't moving we could of been in a relationship." My heart broke in to thousands of little pieces at that point I started to ball my eyes out. I couldn't care less if I died at that point because the guy that I loved just rejected my proclamation because I'm moving to Arizona against my will. I felt eyes on me so I looked up and I saw my brothers pulled the car over and turned around in their seats. I didn't want them to see me cry. I told them I'm fine just that I miss all my friends and whatnot. After driving to the airport, we got on to the flight to Arizona. I wanted to stay and be with Taz but i knew I need to get a fresh start so i swallowed my pride and endured to 5 hour flight. I fell asleep after the hour in the sky. I was woke up by Dylan saying "Ashleyn we are about to touch down and you need to sit you seat in the upright position. I know this will be different for you but its for the best, I promise." As soon as we exit the plane gather our suitcases and get a taxi to our new house.