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Dan's POV

Phil was running to me, i could tell just by the shadow and the speed of his run it was Phil.  Why did i come?  He is filled with false hope and how do i let him down? how can i shatter his dreams, i can't.  

He was getting closer and closer and my mind was racing, what was he expecting i didn't was to disappoint him but i didn't love him and i couldn't see me ever loving him in any other way.

As he got closer my mind raced faster, wondering what was going to happen and being amazed at how my actions in the next ten seconds could change EVERYTHING.  what about Hanna? What about Phil though and how he clearly felt about me.  How he had been so brave to tell me this and how he had faced all of his fears to tell me that.  I respected him and couldn't break his heart now after he had done all of this.  I just couldn't do that.

He was meters from me and the street light above him showed his eyes puffy and his clothes dirty from the hard evening he had had.  His hands were clenched protecting a not that looked as scrappy as i felt.  

His eyes were lit up, i had lead him on.  For him to have come out with what he did i must had given him false hope and put the idea of my love in his mind.  This was my fault i was an awful friend.

He was literally seconds away and i had no idea what to do, i was leading him on i had to have been.  This was so unlike Phil to have his outburst and share his feelings in the way he did.  I was leading him on right now and the silence added to the pressure as he got even closer and.........


A/N

Hey sorry i havent been putting on authors notes, comment any ideas you have because things (phan) are about to get serious ! my name is hannah btw and i wrote the last few chapters so let me know what you think. byeeeeee



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