It Started With A Game -5 Seconds Of Summer- (DISCONTINUED. SORRY GUYS.)

Chapter 21

I feel like I can't breathe. Everyone is asking me a million questions at once. Ari is trying to help me by telling the girls we really had to go but they threw even more questions at me.

"Are you dating Luke?"

"What about Michael?"

"Why are you here?"

"Where's the others?"

"Why are you with another group of boys?"

"She's a whore that's why!" Someone shouted causing everyone to stop talking. I stopped in my tracks and stared at the girl.

"I'm a whore? Hun, you don't even know me. How can I be a whore if I'm sill a virgin? Don't call me something I'm not because I will retaliate. You can't just go around talking shit about someone and act like that's fine. People do have feelings alright? I would be ashamed to raise a child like you. That is so disrespectful in so many levels. Unbelievable." I shot at her. She gave me a scared looked before backing away. Half of the girls  were yelling at her to shut up and have some respect. Some others were asking if I was alright. Ari was just stunned and she ran to go get the boys.

I was mad, anyone can see that. I was mad at Luke for kissing me, I was mad at myself for kissing him back. I'm mad at myself for cheating on Michael. I'm mad at Michael for not calling. I'm mad at all my friends in England for not calling, texting, and everything. I'm mad at Alyssa for loosing communication with me.

I'm confused. I really am.

I can tell Jai knows something is up, but I know he doesn't know. Ari is just confused. Luke and I have been keeping our distances.

One of the girls came up to me and hugged me. I was shocked, but I hugged her back. "I can tell theirs something wrong, don't let it bother you. Everything happens for a reason." She whispered in my ear before walking off. I watched her walk away when I felt a tug on my arm.

"Eva let's go, it's crowded here." Jai said pulling me along, out of the airport with Ari behind me who was talking to Luke.

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"Talk!" Jai demanded shoving Luke onto the couch I was sitting on. I quickly looked away from Luke and turned my attention to Jai. "Fucking talk. You guys never ignore each other. What the fuck is wrong?"

"I'm stupid." I heard Luke mumble on his breath. I turned to him giving him a 'You just figured that out' look. He glared at me before I spoke up.

"He fucking kissed me." I said looking directly into Jai's eyes. Ari looked uncomfortable at the moment. Jai looked pissed.

"You kissed her!? You do know she's dating one of your best mates!" Jai shouted. Beau came running in looking at us strangely.

"What did I miss...?" Beau trailed off sitting next to Ari.

"She kissed me back!" He protested standing up.

I groaned. "You had me pinned to a wall. It happened so fast I didn't know what to do so I just kissed back! I didn't want to but I did. I know it's wrong." I ran my hands over my face. "You fucking knew." I whispered closing my eyes.

The room went silent. The only sounds were the sounds of breathing.

"YOU KISSED EVA?!" Beau screeched standing up. "FUCKING SLUT!"

"I'M SORRY! IT WAS A MISTAKE!" Luke shouted running to his room.

It was a mistake..

It was a fucking mistake.

A girl never wants to hear that.

I looked at Ari to see she was already looking at me.

I stood up giving the Ari, Jai, and Beau one last look before running out of their house to mine. I got to the door to find it locked. I cursed under my breath, kicking the door, and sliding down it.

Dad was at work for another 4 hours.

Guess who's going to be outside for 4 hours?!

Oh yeah me, you guessed right.

I started crying. I didn't know what else to do.

My mom is sick. I cheated on my boyfriend. My boyfriend and my friends back in England lost communication with me. I lost my brother. The guy who kissed me said it was a mistake.

I wanted to take everything back.

I wanted to fix everything.

If I had just gone back to Ireland with my dad instead of making the choice to stay. I wouldn't have known anyone back in England. Accept for a few who I met before I was meant to leave.

I'd have spent more time with my mom. I wouldn't of cheated on Michael.

This is my fault...

It's all my fault.