Will you stay? - Shizaya

Last night.

OK, this is going to be a confusing chapter IF YOU DON'T PAY ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!  This is also the ending of the story. You guys also were great when responding to the pay it forward chapter. (It helped with the credit) Anywhoo love you all for being so awesome! 

-Shiki-

After giving Izaya all three of the pills, the flea not knowing about the anti-depressant, Shizuo had laid the sleeping male in their bed.

"When did we start calling it our bed?" chuckled Shizuo, tucking in Izaya quietly.

Shizuo turned to leave but a weak hand caught his, and a gentle whisper asked, "Can you stay with me?"

Shizuo, for the first time in his life, smiled a smile that was full of love, happiness, and caring for someone who wasn't a family member. Hell, he barely even show that smile to a family member.

"Sure thing," Shizuo smiled, slowly crawling under the covers with Izaya.

Surprisingly it wasn't Shizuo that made the first move; Izaya did. The information broker turned over so he was facing Shizuo's face, gave a timid smile, and slowly snuggled closer.

Shizuo responded in kind by wrapping a arms around Izaya's slim waste.

"You're so warm..." Izaya whispered, breathing in the scent of...Izaya...no you'll only hurt him afterwards... Izaya's eyes flew opened, as he fought against the drug that tried to put him to sleep.

Shizuo felt the small male tense up and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"I-I'm fine," Izaya sighed, he wasn't going to make a commotion. He'll slip out once the monster fell asleep. Izaya knew for a fact that Shizuo slept like a bear.

"Hmm, that's a lie, and I'm not letting you," Shizuo said, resting his head in Izaya's hair.

Izaya stiffened, his eyes widened, how did...

"I know what you're thinking, you want to run. Stop running Izaya, you're safe with me," Shizuo cooed.

Izaya stayed silent.

"Danm it, say something," Shizuo muttered.

"Don't bring my hope up like this-" choked out Izaya, burring his face in Shizuo's chest.

Soon the blond felt warm tears on his shirt.

"Izaya..." Shizuo was so confused, what had gotten into the flea...?

"NO! Shut up! Shut up! Don't you understand what happens when you say my name? My head get's all fuzzy, my hearts start to race, then my cheeks get warm. You drive me crazy-"

Suddenly Shizuo was on top of Izaya, his arms on either side of Izaya's head, each of Shizuo's hands occupied with Izaya's wrists.

Izaya struggled, his wrists flaring up in pain and looked up at Shizuo with confusion.

"That's a selfish thing to say," Shizuo whispered.

"Shizu-chan..." whimpered Izaya; confused.

"Do you know how I feel when you use that stupid little nickname? Every time you look me with those eyes of yours?" Shizuo breathed out the sentenced in a wispy growl.

Izaya's eyes widened as he stared into the golden orbs of Shizuo.

"You drive me crazy," Shizuo growled, his lips moving closer to Izaya's...

A whimper cut Shizuo off.

"It hurts."

Shizuo looked down at Izaya.